I Promise

Brother-in-law

-Macau-

I never trust anybody other than P'Vegas. What I learned up until now is there's no one in this world that can be sincere to someone else, they must be wanting something in return. Only P'Vegas who has always been by my side since I was little, will always provide me everything, materially and emotionally. P'Vegas is my everything, he's my brother, my mom, my dad, and even my friend.

When I know he got into a car crash I feel the sky was falling down upon me. Then a bodyguard told me that Pa passed away. I can't believe what I heard the person who always suppress me and P'Vegas died, he looked strong and unbeatable but, in the end, he died.

When I arrived at the hospital I could only cry and keep calling P'Vegas. I wish it was just a bad dream. I begged every God that exists that he will be okay. I was lost, I couldn't hear anything, I couldn't feel anything. I don't care if I look like a lost little kid or a loser, I don't care if I make a big commotion and disturb everyone. I just want P'Vegas to hear me and don't leave me.

Then suddenly P'Pete come to me and said everything gonna be okay, I don't know why I believe in him instantly, I don't even know him well, I just know that he was the crazy cousin's bodyguard I don't know why he was also there. But his sincere eyes and the way he talks to me make me feel I can trust him; from his expression and his voice I know he is also concerned about P'Vegas. I found comfort in him which makes me can't help to believe him.

Since that day he has always been with me. When I get back from school, I'll always find him next to P'Vegas, talking to him even though P'Vegas is still in a coma. He always makes sure I eat and talks to me softly, something that no one has ever done to me before, he explains everything to me, then just tells me something without any explanation like other adults do.

One day I asked Nop (Vegas's bodyguard) why did P'Pete come and seems to really care about P'Vegas, and Nop said that P'Pete is P'Vegas's lover. According to Nop P'pete is the only person who can tame P'Vegas, even during the commotion with the main family, P'Vegas warned our family bodyguards to not touch P'Pete or else P'Vegas will kill them. I never know P'Vegas was willing to protect someone like that. P'Vegas I know never cares about anything or anyone besides me or himself. But then after a while, I understand why P'Vegas fall head over heels to P'Pete. Adults always talk to me like I am still a little kid who can't think at all, but P'Pete is different he will give a reasonable explanation about everything that happens between the major family and the minor family or everything I asked. He can also explain to me why the crazy cousin is crazy. Because his craziness is beyond explanation for me, but after he explained it to me I can understand crazy cousin .... Just a little bit.

When P'Vegas was still in a coma that bitch Pim come to the hospital to make a ruckus in P'Vegas room, I told her to leave the house but she didn't listen so I order the bodyguards in the house to throw her out of the house. She can't take it and decided to make havoc in the hospital, we had a really heated argument and she dare tried to slap me. But P'Pete covered me and that bitch ended up slapping P'Pete I become very angry and pushed her and suddenly there's a lot of blood came out from her legs. P'Pete makes me calm and protected me from the guilty feeling. I was afraid, I thought I killed Pim and the baby, if they died, I will become a murderer, I don't want to be a murderer. I was stunned but P'Pete hugged me and whispered soothing words to me softly and said once again everything was gonna be okay, then he let Dr. Top take me out for fresh air, and when I came back, I saw P'Vegas already awake and talking to P'Pete.

I was really glad and relieved that P'Vegas got better day by day. Of course, that is also because of P'Pete. I realized P'Vegas seems different from he was before he met P'Pete. He looked more relaxed and I can see that his eyes never leave P'Pete. Even though he can't move freely his eyes will follow P'Pete whatever he does, even when P'Pete went to the bathroom he will keep staring at the bathroom door until P'Pete gets out. Like he's afraid that P'Pete will vanish once he blinked his eyes. I can't lie that I was jealous of P'Vegas attention for P'Pete. But P'Pete also always makes me comfortable and didn't make me feel left behind. He always talks to me and makes sure I don't feel lonely. I can't hate P'Pete in fact now I think he's the only person after P'Vegas that I can trust and lean on.