"Married? Married?" She thinks. It upset her so much to the point that she lost all composure and just wanted to break down and cry. Why has her life gone this way? Why does it have to be like this?
"Right. Here right now I just want to die." She sadly thinks.
'YOU WILL NOT DIE, YOU CAN AND WILL NOT GIVE UP ON LIFE; USE ME NOW, I AM YOUR VOICE, ACCEPT ME NOW!'
"I can't I can't I can't; you'll just get me into more trouble; go back into my internal cage." Winter says mentally sadly, for which she hears no reply.
"You go pack your bags, you're leaving today, now, with him." He says.
"You heartless piece of baby crap!
How can you do this to your child?
How can you?
How can you do this to me?
You will pay...
You will suffer...
Like I did...
You will feel a ultimate loneliness like I did...
You will feel the ultimate pain and sorrow, worse than I did.
And then you will go mad like I almost did...
And you'll will die like I wanted to." Winter found herself saying. she was so shocked at herself, she had thought that her inner voice went back but no it didn't.
"I'm crying?" She asked herself as she Noticed the wet feeling on her cheeks. Everyone was speechless.
She hurriedly left the room slammed the door and ran all the way to her room.
She began to pack all her clothes upon entering her room. She didn't even look at herself, maybe if she did she would have seen a change...
She thought of all her lonely days in the room, all the tears that were mended into her bed.
She thought of her mother, what she maybe would have looked like... He took all of her pictures of her away and she forgot how she looked.
She finished packing the tiny carry on suitcase she had, she didn't it even know why she got it but alas it is for this reason.
She wondered what her husband would look like, if he would be ugly and fat or too good and handsome. She didn't even dream of perfect, she never got perfect.
Two knocks on her door and she answering, had her facing John, him telling her it's time to go, him taking her luggage, she leaving the house, her entering a black limo after a goodbye hug (with john), she getting on a plane to a place she didn't know with Mr. Daniels who "tried to" talk to her but then gave up after many attempts and before she knew it, she was at the steps of a Mansion in a country she didn't bother take notice the name of.
....................
It was the day of the big wedding where winter would finally be apart of the oh so wonderful Daniels family, she couldn't wait! She was bursting with excitement.
They were such a wonderful family, her live took a total turn for the good, she finally would be getting what she wanted.
Though she hadn't met her soon to be husband yet cause he was "busy" with "work" and it was "tradition" for him not to see her, yet... Everything was going just perfect!
