Tw: Mentions of suicide & death
Remember suicide is not the answer
Shadow sighed as he let the tears fall down his face, sure he said he hated the chickens but he didn't mind the company.
They where all he had now, for something completely out of his control, why couldn't of he broken free sooner?
Why couldn't he of? Why did he have to be a failure? Not like it mattered anymore.
Not even the sound of the chickens where left to keep him company only the delusions of his former tormenter.
He never wanted to hurt anyone, he exists for the soul purpose of protecting people.
Yet someone else in him meant to hurt everyone, they existed for the soul purpose of ruining people.
His friends not that he really even had any where gone, his family may it be adopted was gone and all that was left where the voices in his head!
He sighed starring at the two poorly placed chests which used to belong to the first person kind to him in serval eons.
He considered jumping again, this time there wouldn't be anyone to catch him this time he would fall.
He sat on his bed humming slowly, the song comforted him he didn't know why it just did.
He had lost everything, so what was the point of continuing. These people never accepted him before his own war or crisis, so why would they now?
Why would they care about him now? After all no one had ever cared about him expect memory right?
That was what he was told, and if he is told something it means it's true doesn't it?
He sighed, before deciding he would go find Froggy and apologise in person for what memory had done in his body.
It's not like she'd accept it.
It's not like she'd understand.
It's not like he wouldn't still be alone.
This was fate and he hated it
But is nothing that can be done but try and move forward...
