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kodine smiled when she had made her way back to her room. this was the first time negan had ever really spent the night with her. usually they'd have some fun and then he'd leave, but not this time, this time he really held her afterwards. however, sneaking behind other people's backs wasn't as great. she hoped that since they'd spent the night together, negan would come to his senses. maybe this time he'd spill the secret to the rest of the saviors. kodi really hoped so.
she took her time getting ready, and as much as she didn't want to wash negan's scent off of her, she still did. the ache between her legs was a reminder enough. she pulled on her leather jacket and walked out of the room, walking down the stairs. by now the sanctuary was full with people and it looked nothing like it did earlier this morning when kodine was running through it, no clothes on besides for negan's oversized shirt. that reminded her. she needed to get that back to him sometime.
"kodine," a voice called, making the blonde turn around. arat smiled and came to stand beside her. it was a sight to see, arat smiling like that. kodi couldn't remember her ever smiling before she really met her.
"hey arat," kodi greeted as the two fell into step beside eachother. "where you off to?"
arat put her hands in her pockets, "oh we've got another run to go on. dwights leading it as usual, so i guess we'll see how it goes," arat said, rolling her eyes at just the mention of dwight.
"oh cool, i'll come too, put dwight in his place again, you know?" kodi laughed.
arat offered a fake breathy laugh aswell, but she awkwardly bit at her bottom lip. "as much as i'd like to see that again, do you really think it's a good idea to go on another run with us? negan was pretty angry last time," arat said, remembering the incident. nobody had ever dared go beyond the walls of the sanctuary without negan's permission, nobody knew what the punishment would be.
however, kodine knew. she knew that her 'punishment' was spending the full night cuddled up next to negan. she had gotten some fun out of the situation rather than whatever punishment the saviors thought she'd get. "oh, well, he's really not that mad...i asked him he just thought i meant today's run," kodi explained, lying through her teeth. "i'm sure if i ask him he'll let me," she smiled.
arat stopped for a moment, surprised to see somebody act so casual about being yelled at by negan. usually people would be shaking with fear. why was kodine different? arat picked up the pace, stepping into sync with kodi again. "hey, i'm gonna go ask negan, okay? when's the group going out?" kodi asked.
"uh, like ten minutes i think, maybe fifteen," arat said with a shrug before the girls said goodbye. while kodine went straight to negan's bedroom, arat went the opposite direction.
"come in," kodine could hear negan say on the other side of the door. kodi opened the door and smiled before closing it behind her. "kodi," negan said with a hint of surprise lacing his voice. kodine just smiled and came to rest against the footboard of negan's bed. "back already?" he smirked.
negan sat at the headboard while slipping on his boots. kodi let out a breathy laugh, "there's a run soon, i was just wondering if i can go?" she said, asking for his permission. the lust hadn't completely drained from negan's eyes yet, but it was definitely leaving the more kodi talked about going beyond the sanctuary walls. he couldn't have her in harms way.
"it's dangerous, ko," he said. kodine wanted to smile at him calling her yet another nickname, and she knew he called her that in bed. what was he playing at? she sighed and shook her head.
"i can handle myself, negan, just let me go," she said, picking at the wood on his footboard.
"oh i know you can handle yourself. i'm just thinking i'll need a bit of convincing before i let you go," negan said, a smirk fading onto his face as he licked his lips. kodi could help the smile that tugged at her lips too. negan crawled to the edge of the bed near the girl, like a lion stalking it's prey. he grabbed her waist and pushed her down onto the bed, towering over her easily.
"negan, i can't, not right now-" she began.
"why not, ko? you're still sore from last time?" he smiled, moving her hair out of the way to attack her neck. she moved into his touch, allowing herself to give in for only a moment before attempting to pull away. negan pulled her back to him, sucking on the skin just below her jaw.
"negan, i have to go on the run i can't be late," she protested, grabbing his shoulders. he kissed further down until he got to her chest, where he snaked a hand up her shirt and pulled it over her body. he then came up to attack her lips again, biting her bottom one before moving back down. "okay," she said, finally giving in. she couldn't help it, she let him remove his shirt too before pulling him back down to her.
an engine started and kodine pulled her hands out of negan's hair. she cranes her neck upwards to peek out the window while negan worked even more on her neck. "shit," she hissed, rolling out from under him. he turned over, watching as she recklessly fell of the bed and jumped back up. he let a smirk spread across his face at the sight of her in just a bra with her messy hair. "it's not funny! they're gonna leave me negan!" she said, catching sight of his face.
he rolled into his back, reaching a long arm to the floor and throwing it across the room to kodi. "you can go on the next run, ko," he said, pushing himself onto his elbows to look at her. he scooted to the edge of the bed, grabbing her by her waist as she put her shirt on, "i'll let you go on every run from now on if you just stay here with me," he said, leaving sloppy kisses on her stomach until it was covered with her shirt.
kodine shook her head, knowing it was a lie. she placed a kiss on his lips before walking out of the room, "i'll be back before you know it," she said.
negan crawled back over to his headboard, pulling open the curtains and watching kodine jump into the jeep before they drove away. he laid back down with a disappointed sigh.
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my savior || negan.
Fanfictionthe saying was common enough: "i'll huff and i'll puff and i'll blow your house down" but in this case, it was negan smith's walls, and kodine james' sweet, sinister smile. - i do not own anything other than kodine james, her plot and most of her...