Only With You ♡ KinnBig

hidden feelings

Bigs pov:

I opened my eyes, all i could see was white walls,

"Water" i said, but i thought i was alone in the room so I lift my head up, looked around the room and saw him, he was sleeping on the couch, I was very surprised, I couldn't understand why he was here, but I was glad he was by my side when I try to get up, he moved I don't know why but I pretended to be asleep, he came close, I could feel his hot breath, my heart was going to explode.

"Kinn"-"Why did you save me, why did you stand in front of me, just open your eyes please."

I couldn't believe what I just heard, then the door opened and the doctor came in.

"Kinn"-"How is he?! Why hasn't he woken up yet?! He has been like this for four days! -He was mad and i was confused-

"Doctor"-"His condition has improved, he should wake up in one or two hours."

"Kinn"-"good, thank you, and sorry for my tone" this time his voice was calm.

My throat was dry so I asked for "water" again, as soon as he heard my voice he left the room. After he left Two more doctors came in. As soon as they finished my check-up and tried to leave the room, I asked the doctor who was talking to Kinn to stay.

"How long has he been here?"i asked, Doctor stopped for a minute as he was thinking to tell me or not.

"Doctor"-"after they brought you here, he only left the room three times.- and he left-

I couldn't believe what i just heard, does he like me? No he just cared about me as his head bodyguard, look at me and then him how could he like me, I'm just overthinking. I tried to not think to much and decided to sleep.

Kinns pov:

Four days, he finally woke up, i hope he didn't see me, I don't want him to think too much about it, i have to admit i was so scared that he wouldn't wake up, but after I heard his voice... Thank god he woke up.

But i think i need to talk to him...at first i was so mad, He shouldn't have been there, he should have believe me, And shouldn't have gone against my command, but after some time i realized he just wanted to protect me and to be by my side. I appreciate that.

After thirty minute,  i decided to go into his room and talk to him, i opened the door and saw him asleep. I couldn't help but stare at him. He was so cute.
After five minutes of staring, i decided to leave, but...

"Big"-"khun kinn" he called me.

"Yes" i sit by his side.

"Big"-"are you hurt?" His soft voice asked.

"U saved me, got shot and still asking if I'm hurt?" I smiled

"Big"-"Well thats my job"

"Yes,your job...do you need anything?"

"Big"- "no I'm fine, thanks"

"Okay well than I'm gonna leave, call me if u need anything" i stood up to leave but

Bigs pov:

After last sentence I don't know why but i stopped him and took his hand.
As coon as i realized i let go and look at him his face was white, he looked shocked.

"Kinn"-"do you need something?" -He asked after one minute-

"No, I'm sorry khun kinn"

"Kinn"-"don't be, i can stay if you want"

"No no i don't" -i said still in shock-

"Kinn"-"ouch" -he said with a smirk-
Fuck big, can't you think first and then talk.

"Sorry i didn't mean it like that"

"Kinn"-"i know, I'm joking, but i can really stay"

"It's okay, you have work to do, I'm good here" of course i lied I'm bored, and someone to keep me company would be good, but i can't ask him that.

"Kinn"-"work can wait, just tell me if you need anything, that's it"

"Actually I'm little bored here" -i wanted him to stay but why did i say that.. ahhh-

"Kinn"-"okay i can keep you a company" -and he smiled- ahh not that smile again.

"Kinn"-" can i ask you something " -he said and sat in front of me on the bad-

"Yes anything Khun kinn"

"Kinn"-" one you can call me kinn when we're alone, and two after you got shot you fell into my arms and smiled, why?"

"Because i... I saw... you" fuck big what a dambass, can you hear yourself, fuck.

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