Jay POV
I was going home from my secretary's house. Yeah, I was cheating on y/n. I know it's wrong, but my love for her was fading. So I didn't tell her cause I don't wanna hurt her. I parked my car and went inside our house. Seeing y/n sitting on the couch. She's waiting for me again. "Welcome home, where we're you?" That was suspicious, she never greeted me like that. "I was at work" I coldly said. I know she was used to it so I didn't think about it that much. I went to my room upstairs and plopped on the bed. I think about if cheating on her was a great idea. Having a hard time thinking someone knocked on the door. "Come in" I desperately said, acting up. "Jay, can we talk?" She went inside and asked. I nodded and signalled her to sit beside me. She sat on the edge of the bed, but a little further. She sat on the end of the bed, I feel hurt for some reason. "I just wanna know why you always come home late and why do you always act cold to me," She said, looking at me, straight in the eyes without no expression on her face, just blank. "Cause I have a lot of paper works and I was just stressed and tired that's why I act cold to you, I'm sorry," I said, and she nodded and went out of my room. I was confused, I thought she was gonna blabbered some questions, but she just went out. I was tired so I didn't think about it or worry. So I just slept.
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Y/n POV
I went inside my room after talking with Jay about his behaviour. I knew he was lying, cause ever since his behaviour was like that, I began feeling that something is scepticism. Ever since he goes to work, I followed him. And I was so hurt at what I saw. He was with his secretary, not really at work. Tears start to fall, I quickly went away from the scene and went home. I slammed the door of my room, and cried and cried on my bed until I drifted to sleep. Ever since that happened, I began feeling numb. It's like I don't also feel anything about him right now. It's like those butterflies he gave me, were gone just vanished. And I also act cold to him too, as he does to me. I'll break up with him tomorrow since he has a day off, which means, this is the time I let go of everything cause I'm so tired of everything, I can't survive with this relationship. So I went to sleep.
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Jay POV
After she went out, I began to regret the things I did. I regret cheating on her, hurting her, and also showing no effect on this relationship. I still love her. I dialled my secretary's number. " Hello babe, what's up?" She said and I felt disputed when she said that. "Please don't call me that" I could feel that she was confused on the other line. "What? why?" She asked. "I wanna break up with you, I regret doing the things I did to my future," I said and I heard her sob. "What?!" She screamed. "No please don't do this to me, I love you Jay" She begged but I refused and ended the call. I sighed in relief, all of this was over, and I'm gonna save our relationship, I see my future in her eyes. I can tell she's my one and only. I slept and planned to talk to her in the morning.
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Nobody's POV
Y/n woke up from her sleep. She sat up and stretched her arms and went to the bathroom to shower. Why shower early in the morning? Cause I'm leaving this place, I'll live with my parent. But of course, before I go I'll talk to him. I freshened myself, and blow dry my hair. Placed all of my clothes on the luggage, and my other things. And I also wrote a note and I removed the necklace he gave me so I'll forget about everything. I went to his room good thing he was still asleep. I left the note on the nightstand. And left. I went downstairs, and I sat on the couch, waiting for him to wake up. And I was also waiting to be noon so she could go home, cause there were no taxis available in the morning.
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Nobody POV
I woke up from my deep slumber. Seeing it was early in the morning. I slowly sat up, rubbed my eyes and stretched my arms. While I was stretching, I noticed a paper on the nightstand. Out of curiosity, I garbed and opened the envelope seeing a letter.
Dear Jay,
I'm going to leave the house cause ill live with my parents now. Cause I knew you were cheating on me since then. I followed you out of curiosity, and I saw everything with my two eyes. I'm very hurt, I thought you loved me, my parents even believed you that you'll take care of me, but you hurt me, so bad that I felt a million knives stabbing my heart. I trusted you, give you all the love I can give, and this is what I get in return? I can't take it anymore, I'm tired and sick of everything. Jay, I gave you everything, me and my parents trusted you, Jay. You deserved someone better, find someone who will treat you better. And never hurt her just like how you hurt me. I love you and everything but I think we are not destined for each other, Jay. I think we're better of as friends. And for the last time, I love you Jay with all my heart and I know that leaving you was a hard decision, but you made a mistake, and I think breaking our relationship would solve all of this. I know it's hard but this is for our good. Meet me downstairs if you wanna talk.
You're beloved y/n
He quickly went downstairs and saw her sitting on the couch with her luggage on her side. "Y/n please don't go" You were shocked seeing him crying and begging you to stay. "Jay, you made a mistake, right?" You said. "I know but I regret it, we can fix this just give me one last chance, please," He pleaded, crying his balls out. "Ja-" "Please, love" He begged, holding your hands together, bringing them to his lips, pecking them softly then placing them on his forehead, begging for a second chance. You were also crying. You hate seeing him like this. "Jay, I'm sorry and I forgive you for what you've done, but we are better off as friends, I love you but we are not destined for each other" You spoke in between your sobs. "Thank you for forgiving me, and I think your right, we're better as friends, but before you leave, can I kiss you one last time?" He asked and I nodded, smiling at him. He leaned in and he kissed me with love. As long as I hate breaking up with him. But we are not for each other we deserve someone else. Jay pulled out and placed his forehead on mine, cherishing our last time being like this. "I love you, jay goodbye," You sobbed. "I love you too, y/n hope we could be together in the next life" He pecked me one last time. I smiled and hugged him one last time. "I hope so too" You smiled and then you walked away. But before going you mouthed I love you to jay, and he smiled.
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"You may kiss the bride," The priest said. Jay watched Heeseung kiss you. He may look sad, but deep inside he was happy for you. And he was trying to move on, but can't. He was a jerk for cheating on you. He regrets everything he has done. He regrets cheating on you with his secretary. He hated himself for doing those things to you.
"I hope we could be together in the next life, my love"
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Date:6/25/22
