Honey suckle book II stray kids

27. Painful

Liz -
Take a deep breath

Until both sides of your heart get numb

Until it hurts a little

Let out your breath even more

Until you feel like there's nothing left inside

It's alright if you run out of breath

No one will blame you

It's okay to make mistakes sometimes

Because anyone can do so

Although comforting by saying it's alright

Are just words

Someone's breath

That heavy breath

How can I see through that?

Though I can't understand your breath

It's alright

I'll hold you

It's alright if you run out of breath

No one will blame you

It's okay to make mistakes sometimes

Because anyone can do so

Although comforting by saying it's alright

Are just words

Someone's breath

That heavy breath

How can I see through that?

Though I can't understand your breath

It's alright

I'll hold you

Even if others think your sigh

Takes out energy and strength

I already know

That you had a day that's hard enough

To let out even a small sigh

Now don't think of anything else

Let out a deep sigh

Just let it out like that

Someone's breath

That heavy breath

How can I see through that?

Though I can't understand your breath

It's alright

I'll hold you

You really did a good job just keep telling yourself those things I thought Chris and I don't think it's fair that his time is getting cut short for that I might not get to have my Dream family with him I mean Chris and I never met anybody in my life that you know loves each other like we do it's not fair that he's potentially getting taken away is happened to me and Quill we're good people and close an amazing dog he always keeps me safe but I feel like every time when you get in a decent place there's always a hidden icon waiting to pop out safe but then you realize if happy ever after did exist .

I would still be holding Chris like this is bullshit I thought I mean yeah I have other friends but no one is going to a place your first love I'm not sure what I think about this whole situation but then a video of Maddie singing with a group that started it off of heart really made me realize the term survivor Maddie was singing a song about all her for passed away from cancer suicide and just unfortunate events that he was right as much as it stinks life goes on and you never fully get over that person when they die everybody grieves differently and like Maddie says no one will tell you how you can and cannot grieve and you will be putting up place got Maddie .

I love you I solved you always know what to say musical.ly and physically but then I heard her say something I'd like that first part but the lessons that she spoke just sent shivers down my spine I vomited

Maddie-
Quincy you were always part of my precious memories I don't care how many people tell me I have a certain day to grieve or you've been gone for almost 2 decades you know because right now we're at the 13 year mark and it doesn't matter how long that you've been gone you should be here but because cancer doesn't know what a decent person is got taken away for me to say and so I am never going to stop advocating for us and making sure that people can't you know that they are appreciated and that they are loved and that this is never your fault and you will always be a part of my precious memories rest well.

Liz-
oh Maddie Mancini you are always right when it comes to things about death.