Chapter Fifteen: everything was perfect, till it's wasn't
Nicky's Point of view
"Luke! I know you are home! Open the door!" I yell as I bang on his house's door. Kara texted me that the meeting with Kevin did not go so good. She won't tell me why but she did tell me to go to Luke's house as soon as possible.
Luke opens the door and he looks awful. He's wearing a gray sweatshirt and sweat pants. His eyes look red like he was crying.
"Oh my gosh, honey. What happened?" I cry as I run into his house and hug him. He wraps his arms around me and I hear him crying.
"It's okay baby. I am here." I say as I hug him. We stand there for a while with him crying and me hugging him.
"What happened?" I ask as Luke stops crying and goes to sit on the couch. I go and sit beside him and wrap my arms around his neck and lay my head on his chest.
"My Dad, had bipolar type one, depression, and anxiety. He did kill himself. And my Dad left a suicide note written for me and Kara but Kevin had it. In the note, Dad writes that Mom was abusing him and me and Kara. But Kevin KNEW we were being abused and did NOTHING. That piece of shit." He cries and I hug him.
"Luke, I am so sorry." I comfort him. He moves my arms and then my arms fall to my side. I sit up and I am looking at him in his eyes.
"I just don't understand." He cries.
"Why would my Dad kill himself when he knew that Mom would abuse us? How could he leave us with Mom and ask me to forgive him for leaving us? No fucking way. He's a fucking piece of shit." Luke screams and stands up and kicks his couch.
"UGH!" Luke screams and then he runs out of the room. I run after him and find him in his exercise room with a punching bag. He begins punching and kicking his punching bag with all this anger.
"Do you want me to leave?" I ask because I have no clue what to do.
"Just let me hit this for a while? Okay, Star?" He asks, and I nod that it is okay.
I walk out of his exercise room and sit on his couch. Buddy comes running and jumps on the couch beside me. Buddy is smiling and wagging his tail. I pet him and, he just smiles and lays on my lap. As I pet Buddy I, pull my phone out of my pocket.
I check my texts:
From Sage and Angel in my group chat called: Apartment sisters.
Angel: Where are you Nicky? It's past your bedtime
I look at my watch and see it's already ten at night. Wow it, really is past my bedtime.
Me: I am sorry, will be home late. Luke is going through something; I will explain tomorrow when I come home.
Sage: you are staying the night? Sex time!
Me: is everything always about sex with you, Sage?
Sage: No shit! Have fun! Be safe! But have fun 😉
Me: omg, Sage you have no shame ☹
Angel: Are you wearing your red dress?
Me: no, the pink.
Angel: Yeah, that dress is going to get you laid. You look like a sex STAR! LOL 😊
Me: goodnight to both of you!
Angel: night 😉
Sage: xoxo 😉
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