Bella's POV*
It was one of those nights, Harry went out and didn't even tell me were he was going, he just left. My guess is that he went to a pub to get wasted then bring some low class girl home, I never liked when he did things like these. I didn't even like him leaving the house so late and leaving me all alone. I know, I sound so pathetic. I bet this is the reason why he treats me like a child.
I sat on my bed fully awake at 3:30 in morning, I was waiting up for Harry. I just couldn't bring myself to sleep knowing he was out there this late, anything could go wrong, anything could be wrong. To distract myself from the thought I chose to play some music. Just as I was reaching for my Mac Pro a swing of the front door made me jump. My heart rate speed up thinking someone broke in, I relaxed a little when I heard the familiar voice of Harry followed by a few giggles. I creped to my door and cracked it open just a little so I could see. I saw Harry with some girl in a bright red dress covered in glitter. My heart sunk, I don't know why but it just sunk as I watched him play with her.....the way he touched her....I didn't like it. I watched him slam the door shut with his foot not even caring if he woke that old lady living next door. He pulled her long blond hair to the side and stroked it while kissing her neck, he hummed dirty things to her that made her giggle. The girl was beautiful and fit, everything I'm not. I picked up a piece of my dull black hair and compared it to hers, no wonder I couldn't get Harry's attention, even if I tried. but i wasn't. Maybe if I went blond I'd be more appealing to Harry. He seemed like he was into blonds, I've never seen him with a brunet or red head or any other color, and also his first love Hanna was also a blond and so where the woman he brought home for fun. Those were they type of girls Harry likes, It broke my heart that that was the case. What did he see in those types of woman, I mean yes in beauty she's everything I'm not but I thought looks didn't matter, thats what my father told me. One day those looks won't always be there and then tell what you'll do.
I watched them head to Harry's room...
When they vanished in there I stepped out to lock the front door that Harry slammed shut minutes ago. As I made my way to the kitchen for some tea before bed, I heard unpleasant sounds coming from Harry's bedroom, I wrinkled my noes at the thought of what they were doing in there. I could never understand how you could lay naked with someone in a bed and you've just meet them? Wasn't Harry concerned about what type of sexual transmitted diseases? Was he ever even tested? The thought scared me, thats a discussion I needed to bring up with Liam or Louis to have with him. They're his close mates and I just know if I dared to ask him anything like that he'd want to murder me. I wasn't one to risk it.
When the water was finished heating up I added and fruit and herb tea bag by Wissotzky. They're a really good brand. I tried my best to ignore the dreadful sounds Harry was making along with that girl as I added sugar to the tea, I took a sip of my tea making sure it was just right before heading to my room. I closed the door behind me praying it would block out the sounds that reminded me to much of home. Kevin would bring woman home just like Harry did and have sex with them, Kevin would make so much noise just like Harry was now. In a way this was so much better then home. I know I didn't pray hard enough when I still heard the sounds that were being made out of pleasure. I let out a loud groan in frustration. The only thing that I could think of to do is blast music though my headsets. I took a few more sips of my tea till i was nearly at the bottom, I set the mug on the night stand and plugged my headsets to my Mac. I clicked on magic by coldplay and adjusted myself comfortably on my bed with the the music loudly playing. I smiled when the music began, this was Harry and I's favorite band, I bet that "woman" he's laying with never even heard a single track from them. I scoffed at her as if she could see me. I don't know why but I didn't like Harry with other girls, he payed so much attention to them and in a way it hurt my feelings.
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