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chapter 13

I will be continuing the very slow updates because of the lack of votes/comments and support. honestly I feel like only 3.people like it and because of those people I'll keep writing this. I reread my writing like all the time and try to see what I'm doing wrong but I can't see anything! if  you do plzzzz tell me, I will fix it and make it more to your liking. school has started for me so I'll try for the people who are being supportive, if I feel like it's not good enough for you guys anymore then I'm Done

~sorry

I couldn't even comprehend what was going on, it was happening so damn fast. I guess my body was in a state of shock considering I was just standing there frozen not blinking, what was wrong with me. My eyes where like a never ending river of tears as I watched Harry tackle Kevin to the ground, a second haven't even gone by and Harry was already beating him, throwing deadly punches to his face and swearing as he did it. He was angry, but why? He was the one who wanted Kevin to do this to me, he was the one who kicked me out of his flat, he was the one to wish all this on me but I wasn't upset at him. I'm confused but know one thing, I definitely deserve all of this. Kevin's noes began to gush with blood but that didn't stop Harry. why wasn't I stopping Harry? weither I like Kevin or not Kevin is still family, I wouldn't be able to forgive myself knowing I let a person with extremely bad anger issues beat him to his death. I was about to get in between the fight and stop them but then I looked at Harry's face. his face was cherry red as if he was holding his breath, his eye brows were pulled together in frustration and anger, some of his long curly hair was in his face while sweat dripped down his face, he biceps that were covered in ink where very defined at the moment. He was a very scary Harry. there was no way I could stop him, especially when he was like this! he warned me to stay away from him when he was like this but I couldn't let someone die knowing it was because of me!

"Harry enough" I whispered hoping he wouldn't get upset at me, he didn't seem to hear me. I took at step further taking in a deep breath.

"Harry please stop, that's enough!" I said a little more loudly and with confidence. he threw another punch before locking eyes with me for a quick second.

"Please" I said politely pushing my hair out of my eyes. with that Harry stood leaving Kevin on the floor groaning in pain, Harry did some serious damage to him and can I mention that Kevin's older then Harry by 3 years? I was to busy looking at Kevin I didn't even notice Harry standing right in front of me till he blocked my view. I wonder how Hanna could take those types of beatings everyday, I sure as hell wouldn't be able to!

"hey" he whispered holding my face in between his large hands do I was looking directly at him.

"it's okay, I'm so sorry" he said wiping  my wet cheeks with his thumb. he brought me closer to embrace me into a hug but I pushed him away taking a step back while shaking my head no. he needed to know that this wasn't okay, yes all of this is my fault but what he said to me hurt me in so many ways.

"this isn't okay" I told him looking at the ground.

"baby believe me when I say this, what I said back at my flat-"

"that doesn't matter anymore Harold, I don't matter anymore so can you please go home"  I mumbled walking pass him but he gripped up my arm forcing me to look at him. all I wanted was to go to the lou and stop myself from crying.

"what do you mean you don't matter? have you gone mad? you expect me to go home? you expect me to leave you alone?" he threw the questions at me like a dish rag.

"yes! that's what you want and I know it! we both know I'm taking up space In your flat, this was just supposed to be temporary anyways" I attempted to shove his hands away but it was no use.