The Girl Who Weeped Like A Willow: Book 1 Pt. 2

stuck

i feel like i'm stuck between
a rock and a hard place
for more reasons than one

i wish i didn't love him
and the negativity he carries within
that radiates out into the world

in a way i'm glad we could never
be anything more than what we were
but my heart still wishes for something more

my mind still replays the little things
that made me fall in love with you
the soft and sweet moments that
only you and i could feel and see

then when you left it shattered me
because i will never be the one you need
and I hope some day
you'll wake up and want only me
but when you try to come back
i won't be anywhere to be seen
and I hope you miss me terribly