Life-Tommyinnit Sbi Story

Chapter 5- father figures

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⚠️TW⚠️
Abuse, Anxiety, ED hints/mindset, Swearing and Talks an out injures.

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Tommy's pov
     As I woke up in the morning it took me a moment to realize where I was. And even when I came to it, it took an embarrassingly long time to realize I was not alone.

Wilbur was their. Why was Wilbur their? Oh shit I mentioned my old foster parent. They are so gonna send me back, I'm screwed.

I should run.

I shouldn't run. Your fine. Your safe. They don't even know him.

Before I could think much longer a gentle knock sound came from the door. And a second later Philza asked if he could come in. 

I don't remember that last time someone asked for my permission. It honestly felt very weird.

"Hey sorry for opening I didn't hear a response and just wanted to check on you guys?" Phil said with the door slightly cracked open.

"Oh your fine." I responded wondering how long I zoned out for, this time.

"If your cool with it could we talk for a sec mate. We can go into the office for privacy." Phil said looking at the boy hopeful but also weirdly? Maybe?

"Ooh ummm y-yeah." I stuttered. What did I do wrong already. I knew I should not of eaten. No One wants a fat annoying ugly ass child, that can't do a single thing for himself.

"Mate your not in trouble I was just wondering something, is all?" Phil said with a considered face. Oh god damn it how long did I zone out this time.

Time skip to when their in the office——-///

Once we were in his office he took a seat in a comfy chair which I'm assuming is his work chair. Where as I sat across from him in an extra chair i guess.

"I won't tell anyone what happened unless you want me too, okay?" Philza said as I shook my head yes.

"Could you pls tell me what happened to you? If you don't want to that okay but" Phil was saying before getting cut off.

"My p-parents died, I was sent into foster care and adopted only 5 days later. Got a couple scraps and bruises sent to the hospital and here I am now." I rushed giving him the bear minimum because he doesn't need to know.

I know he care he looks at me like a son, I can see it clear as day. I just can't tell if that's a good thing or not, yet.

"And by scraps and bruises you mean getting shoot right?" Phil said look me dead in the eyes.

I didn't know what to say. I mean yeah I had that too. He looked through my file then. I wonder how much? I hope not good because if he read that part. I think it would break him. If alls he read was me getting shot I'll take it.

"Yeah that also happened." I said and his face told me that was not the answer he was praying for. Wishing with every bone that he read it wrong somehow.

"Tommy... why didn't you tell us?" Phil sound desperately at this point. I knew I had to tell him the truth but how much could he take? He doesn't need to know the detail just the jist of it, right?

"The m-man I was with watch me as I sent the tweet out telling ever I was just taking a break for a bit. My phone.... Ummm my phone got broken after that." I paused taking a breath before continuing. "So I was not really able to contact anyone." I said giving him enough details but not all I hope. One day he will understand, why.

"Is their anything else you would like to share or ask it doesn't have to even be related if you don't want?" Phil said diving him a way to end the conversation if he want which he gladly took giveing a look to Phil basically thanking him.

"Where is Tubbo? Didn't you say he lives here?" I asked genuine curious.

"Oh yeah, he's actually coming back later today. He was staying with his family for a week to catch up on stuff. We haven't told him your here yet by the way." Phil said looking at him cautiously as if he were about to break.

He hates when people did that. That look. It reminded him to much of everyone. Well his old man the most. He was always so strict.

"So I was thinking when he gets here we're could go to the beach and get some fresh air maybe just enjoy the actual nice weather today?" He asked almost asking for permission if that was okay.

"Yeah, ummm sounds good." Shit I didn't expect my voice betrayed me that much what the actual fuck.

"We don't have to can do literally anything else mate it's fine." Phil said reinsuring. I honestly couldn't remember the last time I went to the beach it sound so fun to be honest but one small problem. I don't own a swim suit.

"N-no it umm sounds very fun but umm I don't have swim trunks." I said while looking at the floor. God that's so imbarasing.

"That's fine mate you can barrow Tubbo and someone for today and we can go shopping for a whole new wardrobe later this week. How about that?" Phil said with a smile when I looked up.

"Thanks Phil" I said genuinely thankful.

"Don't thank me I'm doing the abasolute bare minimum that a parent should be doing." Phil responded.

I wish I could explain to him how much I actually look up to him being my father figure. Maybe that's due to my father never being home and when he was I wished he would leave the second he walked through the door, because that only brought trouble with him.

I wish I could tell him that without him I would not be here today. But I feel like that's sweet and all but 100% a red flag all eyes on my 24/7. I know what that feels like and I think im good.

"Shall we head upstairs so I can make the other you and the gremlins breakfast." Phil said standing up already.

Shit breakfast.

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Word count: 1127

Make sure to eat and drink actual water for once. Also sleep is important so don't copy my insomnia ace tendency's, GO TO BED. Love y'all goodnight sweet dreams<333