Life-Tommyinnit Sbi Story

Chapter 6-long morning

Shoutout to lydia12311 Thank you so much!

⚠️TW⚠️
Anxiety, food mention, panic attack

Tommy's pov
I followed his out of his office and into the kitchen area. Deciding that if I'm going to eat anything I'm atleast going to help make it.

"What are we making?"I ask skeptical. As Phil gives me a weird look.

"I planned on just making bacon and eggs. Can you cook? And not burn yourself or the kitchen to the ground?" Phil asked sound genuine serious.

"I know how to cook old man." I grumbled looking at the floor.

"You don't have to help if ya don't want to but I'm not refusing help." Phil stated grabbing the eggs and bacon from the fridge. As I tried finding the cabinet with the right frying pans and utensils. Altogether though Phil basically showed me where it all was.

I can do either the eggs or bacon while you do the other?" I spoke but it came out as more of a question.

"I can start in the bacon why don't you do the eggs." Phil mentioned while setting everything up.

I walked over besides him and did the same only for the eggs. How many do we need I'm only use to cooking for 1. I wonder if it even taste good. The last time I had them was... don't think about that idiot.

"How umm... How many eggs do you think we will need?" I asked the 2nd go sound abit better, thankfully.

"I would make 10 eggs." Phil causally responses.

"Mhm" I said so he knew I heard.

Phil's pov
It was hard thinking about how grown up he was like I know he's 17 but even Techno and Wil can't cook. Then here's Tommy perfectly cracking an egg with zero effort. I swear I always get the shell in their and as he repeated the movement 10 times he never messed up.

I wonder why he's so good at cooking was it a choice or mandatory to survive. I can't help by watching him as he moves like is 2nd nature, effortless even.

Tubbo should be arriving sometime within an hour. I wonder what he's going to think or do. They use to be inseparable. It hurt him the most when he disappeared without a trace.

I think we all knew something bad happened, that he wasn't taking a break after a couple months with zero communication to anyone. But no one would admit it.

"Do you ever plan or want to go back online and do YouTube and Twitch?" I asked caution my.

Tommy's pov
Do I? I mean of course I do but how would I, face everyone?

"Yeah, one day. Just what would I tell them? What would I tell our friends even?" I asked but I couldn't tell if that was to him or for myself.

"You can tell them whatever you want or nothing at all it's completely your decision. I honestly think everyone will be fine just knowing your alive and safe." Phil responses truthfully.

————Time skip——————To before they all eat———

"I'll set the table would you like to go tell Techno and Wil that breakfast is done and to come down." Phil asked nicely, as I nodded my head yes.

As I walked up stairs deciding to wake Techno up first. As I gently knocked on his door and got a gently come in.

"Hey Phil wanted me to tell you that breakfast is ready downstairs." I said as I peaked my head in earning an actual smile from techno I couldn't help but smile back as mr.monotone actually smiled.

After that I walked to my room to find it empty so I next headed to Wils room next. As I was about to head in because the door was slightly cracked I heard singing.

[A/N(He's singing I lost a friend by FINNEAS) (I recommend playing it but if not I took it in a platonic brother way. I know it's not what it's about but i I kinda felt like it worked)]

I couldn't move for a reason just kept listen to his words as an unspoken note let me know it he was singing about me.

I hand was gently placed on my shoulder I knew it was Techno and heard him walk from his room. Yet I couldn't help flinich a bit but he didn't move he stayed and it was honestly nice but I couldn't think about that know. Wilbur wrote a song about me. What else have I missed.

Techno silently knocked on the door letting it open a bit. As Wilbur looked up seeing Techno and Tommy. But Tommy saw the chat fly by he saw the screen with him on it. He saw his name fly across the chat. He saw Wilbur's eye go wide when he realized what chat was saying before completing ending stream.

Honestly he could care less but that's because he had bigger problems Techno. Well more like Technos face he was looking at me weary written all over his face.

"Tomm..."Wilbur started saying before Tommy cut him off.

"Techno are you okay?" He said with carefully but also careful. But he new his must of messed up something but the look both of the gave him in confusion.

"I'm fine why wouldn't I be? What about you?" Techno said.

"I'm fine, but your face every one saw." He said wearily, what if he didn't realize, oh no this is bad. But I just saw a look of confusion and dread pass through both their faces.

"Tommy I face revealed a while ago." He said puzzled.

"Mates what's tak.... What happened?" Phil asked while he came up stairs and saw their faces.

"Didn't you see? It was trending for weeks?" Techno Whispered as a gloomy feeling settled in their stomach.

What am I supposed todo in these situation lieing seems like the best option but I can't right now, I'm to tired it's only a bit before noon and I already wanna be done today.

I can't just be like oh yeah he broke my phone but chucking it repeatedly at me until is shattered against my skin.

It's not like it was bad but if I could have keep any beating from happening that would be the one. That's when I lost hope. That's when I was truly alone. I think I got alittle to use to that because right now theirs a lot of eyes on me. Why can't I breath. I need to leave. Find somewhere safe. You are safe No your not. Stay, run.

So that's what I did I listen to my brain, I ran. I ran straight into this room that was aprently mine and TUBBOS now. And closed the door while sliding down against it. I could breathe, I could feel to much.

I could see their pity, I could understand the fidgeting in their hands, the unease in their stomach, but mostly I could hear her unspoken screams the ones begging me to save her.