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It's midnight and I'm falling a sleep I'm sorry but these arnt getting updated till I remember to do it hopefully sometime this week. Sorry about the last 3 being like this but I've been working full time and I've been taking online course for drivers Ed and suba diving while having strict parents, so sorry bout not posting everyday.
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Tommy's pov
"Well I was thinking of just making a group chat with everyone in it but I don't know what to say or how to say it?" I said looking at the ground while y/n rubbed small circles into my back.
"What if you just start with a hello?" Tubbo asked politely.
"I could but I don't know." I said finding my hands more interesting than anything else this moment.
"What if you made a video explaining why you were gone?" Y/n suggested.
"Yeah, maybe yeah. That sounds decent." I replied looking up a bit to see their reactions.
"Well do you want a camera I got extras and pc if you would like?" Tubbo asked.
"That would be perfect Tubs thanks!" I said tying to little up the room a bit more.
"I think I record the video tomorrow." I paused "I'm abit sleepy right now." I said as I rested my head against y/n neck.
"Okay you can go to bed. Your safe." Y/n whispered that last part to me before my eyes started to close.
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As I woke up in the morning y/n was laying on my shoulder all curled in. He looked so cute/handsome omg I love him so much. The way his hair falls every after a rough night falling asleep, or the way his face scrunches up on certain emotions, god how is he so perfect.
"Goodmorning" y/n mumbled into my neck.
"Goodmorning, so I was thinking?" I started.
"Mmh" they said to reinsure me that they were listening to me.
"I want to whole world to know your mine." I whispered into y/n ear.
Y/n head poped up after I said that scanning my face to see if I was joking.
"Wait really?" Y/n sad excited but nervous maybe.
"Yeah we always use to talk about it what if I just causally mention I'm not single and the first time I go live on twitch probably after the video or the next day we tell them." I finished.
"Yeah that would be amazing, are you sure though because we can wait longer if you need." Y/n said looking me in the eyes.
"No I think I'm ready, I wanna be honest to them." I said meaningfully.
"Okay well what the plan today?" Y/n questioned.
"Well I'm gonna get ready, then make a video, then probably edit the rest of the day." I said thinking out loud.
"Do you need company or Al.." y/n started but got cut off by Tommy.
"Company please." Tommy quickly said looking back at his hands.
"Okay it'll be fun I can't wait." Y/n said nugging his shoulder before pulling him in for a short but passionate kiss.
"Eww lovebirds leave." Tubbo complained as he turn the other way.
"Good morning." The two of them said in sinc very awkwardly. As Tommy roll out of bed, dragging y/n with himself, down to the kitchen.
"Goodmorning boys." Techno and Phil said. As Phil filled the French toast over. "How many would y'all like?"
"I'll take one." I managed to sputter out, shortly after Techno and Y/n both said two. Everyone looked a bit shocked but also proud.
We were all handed a plate with food on it and everyone started to dig in well besides me. I knew I had to, I know I needed to so I slowly picked up the fork and broke a piece off, putting it straight into my mouth.
No voice, no yelling, just people smiling proudly at me. I like that I could get use to that. So i took another and another until it was about half way done. I knew I should eat the rest but I couldn't. I was proud of how much I did eat though without someone telling me to or tricking me to.
"I'm so proud of you Tommy!" Y/n whispered into my ear as we put are dishes into the sink and I went to wash them before being told off by Phil saying He would take care of it today.
"I think I should text everyone before I post the video just letting them know that I'm safe and their will be a video posted soon?" I rambled out once I sat back down at the kitchen counter.
"That would probably be smart." Y/n said sitting down at the table as Philza handed us a plate of food.
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I sat their with a camera infront of me. I use to love this, the joy it gave me because I could express who I was more than anywhere else. But now I just sit her speechless unable to move. The weight a single word feeling like to much to carry.
So where do I start when nothing makes since. Where do I turn when I am lost without a compass. To my parents, Phil, Techno, Wil, Tubbo, maybe Y/n. But as much as I would love to say that I've always relied on myself.
So maybe that's why I couldn't help but feel helpless as I asked y/n to sit with me to record the video.
"I'M BACK BOYSSS!" I yelled into the camera. "Today I'm with the one and only y/n." He said as y/n waved before draping their arm around his neck.
"It's been a minute to say the least, I just want to thank everyone that stayed during that period." I said before I took a deep breath, and curled into y/n abit.
"Well boysss I don't thing I can stall any longer so let's get into it." He said looking at the ground for a second.
"My parents died, and I was... put into foster care. I was only ever placed in to one home and it wasn't the greatest place." I paused slightly taking a breath trying not to relive everything.
"During my time their, I had no access to any technology. To talk to my friends n-nor speak to you all." He paused looking at the ground as y/n slowly grabbed his hand trying to hide it from view.
"I umm I don't want to talk about it, unless I bring it up so please respect that and all of my friends. I know it's not a lot of explanation but I hope you understand I physically don't have access. I plan on going live sometime within the week on Twitch.com/tommyinnit make sure to subribe and follow me on twitch." He said before getting up and turning it off.
Before getting pulled into a hug by y/n; I never understood how it feels like home so much, it felt safe. Though I realized along time ago that home doesn't have to be a place in fact it can be a person, one that's not even blood related.
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Sorry it's been a almost a week since my last post. I've been uploading about her book that I think you should check out:)
Make sure to eat and drink some water pls goodnight loves<333
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Life-Tommyinnit Sbi Story
FanfictionWhere Tommy takes a break from social media and ghost all his friends. Or so they thought until someone runs into a formally face. Has his shitty life finally started to take a turn for the better or is this all a dream?
