Life-Tommyinnit Sbi Story

Chapter 10- shopping

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Look at the first page long chapter lot of TW and I have to get to work but I wanted to put this out their, enjoy lol.

Tommy's pov
I have never understood I understand I was suppose to not take a piece of bread but your not suppose to let your child not have access to food for a week either.

I felt his arms wrap around me I felt Philza stare, though he was more zoned out I think. I felt y/n arms tighten around me reminding me that I was safe here.

"Thanks" i mumbled out, cling to y/n. "We umm should get ready once your done with cleaning them." I spoke trying to change the subjunctive. It was something I needed to talk about but we had a plan for today and I didn't want to wreck it.

"Oh umm yeah, almost done." He rushed out clearly picking up the rubbing achol just beginning.

Y/n was still clinging to me but was playing with the hem of my sleeve. Eventually rolling it up a bit and tracing the lines showing.

He was so perfect the way the glint of sun light brought out his h/c so perfectly. Not only was he pretty/handsome, he always knew exactly how to make me feel better.

"Ok that should do it!" Phil said glad that it was over, and Tom was safe.

"I need to ask Tom do you have any more blades?" Phil questioned.

I did, but if I gave them away would I break more loading away to control something that happened in my life. As I looked up at y/n I knew I had to tell him the way he looked at me convinced me enough.

I got up and reached my hand under the bed and grabbed 2 blade.

"That's all I have." I said looking at his stomach area anxiety filled of looking in the wrong spot and he thought I was lying, even though I wasn't.

"Okay good job Toms I'm proud of you!"phil proudly stated and he lend down giving both y/n and myself a hug. "I'm proud of both of you." Phil whispered in our ears.

(Heatwaves just started playing this song argggggg I love it)

I don't know how long we hugged but it was definitely an imbarrising amount of time.

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Later that day—>
Tommy's pov
We were all in the vehicle while Wilbur controlled the music. Honestly I didn't know any of it but it was good.

Y/n and me were sitting in the back. He suddenly reached up touching the scar that was on my face, gently.

Him. His screams. Be good or else.

"You'll have to tell me how you got this one later?" Y/n said lower so only I could hear, braiding me out of my trance.

I shook my head yes, while also tying to shake all the thoughts I didn't need at the moment away.

As we pulled up to the mall, it was huge and crowded. I felt my nerves skyrocket worse than their already were. Why are days so long? Why are my hands shaking like that?

Warmth, safe, breath, I thought as y/n grabbed me hand, probably noticing my shaking hand. God I need to stop.

"Okay so I was thinking we start with clouthes also make sure you get swim trunks for later today." Phil said pausing to look at me. "Is their any stores you would like to go into first?" He asked looking at me.

I just shrugged my shoulder not really know any of the stores here. "Okay we will try (pick anything), it's this way I think you will like it." Techno said seeing my discomfort which I silently reminded myself to thank him later.