Where Tommy takes a break from social media and ghost all his friends. Or so they thought until someone runs into a formally face. Has his shitty life finally started to take a turn for the better or is this all a dream?
Day 2 of putting a new chapter out their (be proud)also I'm so sorry
Tommy's Pov
Click!
My eyes shot open to see Wilbur with his camera out but what shocked me more was the people besides him.
As I went to get up I realized I was clinging to y/n, which in all honesty only made me get up fast, leaving my warmth behind.
"Wil you f-" I started saying before I got cut off, by the people greeting me.
"Hey." I said looking at all them looking at me which made me wanna die. Anywayssss from who I could see was Ranboo, Erat, niki, and Karl.
"When did you all get here?" I asked trying to avoid the part that I was cuddling y/n. I must of fell asleep even before the food came out yesterday.
"Oh umm we just got here." Karl said glancing at my sleeping boyfriend.
"Who's that?" Ranboo asked curiosity look at the h/c haired boy.
"Oh that's y/n, my boyfriend." I said causally as Wilbur looked at me so proudly. God that felt good but it's to damn early for this.
"BOYFRIEND!" They all said in unison looking shocked well besides Ranboo.
"I knew you weren't straight, my gaydar is never wrong let's gooo!" Ranboo yelled.
I heard shuffling from behind me as I looked at y/n who must have woken up from all the ruckus.
"Hey." He said giving an awkward wave.
"Goodmorning, I know you probably have questions but I need coffee." I said walking into the kitchen seeing that Philza was watching all that.
"Good job Toms I'm proud of you!" Philza said.
"Yeah huge congrats man, and wonderful to meet you y/n." Erat said as the others called suit saying something along the same lines all very sweet until.
"Oh yeah Phil look at this picture I got of them it's so adorable." Wilbur said walking over to Philza.
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"Oh my god that's so fuckinnggg cute mate." He replied looking at us awkwardly getting coffee.
"So who is all here right now?" I asked curiously as the first sip of coffee started to kick in.
"Well George, sapnap, puffy, minx, bad, skeppy, Techno and Dream, are the only other ones not in the room at the moment that are here." Karl said thinking out loud.
So basically a lot of fucking people.
Great.
"So who knows about you two?" Erat ask curiously.
"We'll all of you guys here plus tech, wil, and dream." I said looking at y/n.
"Yeah sounds right." He said looking at the others.
"We're really good at outting ourselves, I think the only actually time we came out was with my parents." Y/n said laughing.
"Damn, wait...." I said pausing was that actually the only time we werent outed or they are ready kinda new. "this time we didnt reallly get outted it would of been confusing as hell and they all would have figuered it out later but we werent really outed." I said thinking outted.
"Tommy man just stop we dont need to mention all the other times people back home including myself found out." tubbo said as y/n and I started to turn red.
"ughh. TUBBO HOW DID YOU FIND OUT??!?!??!? WIibur shouted.
"What did he find out?" asked Sapnap as all threw others walked into the now very crowded kitchen.
"ARGHHHHh." Y/N and I said in sync drawing eyes to us.
"Hey Tommy and...." Bad stopped looking confused for a second.
"Y/N, the Childs boyfriend." Y/N sad as my mouth opened and everyone that new laughed while everyone that didn't know looked surprised but proud maybe. Weird.
"You are literally older than me by not even a fucking month." I said looking at y/n with disbelief at what just came out of his mouth.
"Children settle down." Phil said causing me to look at him as well as seeing everyone else still looking at us. Causing me to nervously chuckle a bit, as my breath hitched a bit.
"Umm wait sorry you have a boyfriend????" minx said.
"Yeah, sorry about that I didn't really tell anyone." I mumbled underneath my breath starting to get overwhelmed by the number of eyes on me.
"Your fine Tommy were all just glade your happy and safe." Puffy said sweetly. As I silently grabbed y/n tabbing his hand with my thumb on the back side of his palm as i tried my best to stead my breathing. I hated to look they gave me filed with pity I could not stand it. I wanted to leave I didn't want to be here.
"As much as i would look chatting with you all I think I'm going to head up and get ready for the day." y/ n said pulling me and eventually tubbo who took ranboo up the stairs to are room. It was all kind of a blur I wasn't having a panic attack but if I stayed their much longer, I probably would have everyone's eyes on me was kind of unsettling.
"Tommy, you here?" Y/n asked rubbing my back as I shook my head yes slowly.
"Okay good, can you breathe with me." He asked sweetly making me feel safe. Its funning though I know I'm on my bed but when did I get here? I know others were in the room but at the moment knowing who there were took too much energy. I could feel their weight besides me on the bed as two people gently rubbed my back waiting for me to slowly come back.
After whom knows how long I felt like I was in control again a looked around to see a dusty cramped room while i sat on my bed which was just a couple worn out blankets as i manged to collect.
"No." I whispered out as my voice sounded like I haven't spoken in years. In all honestly it felt like I hadn't, probably because I never actually did just like my breathing patterns never became normal.
The coldness reminding me of being trapped in the closet, replaying everything that could of happen if I ever escaped from this thing, I called my life. Because at the end of the day, how good or bad the day was. It was all just a sick illusion of something I wished was real.
No matter how much I could wish for thing to go back normal I am no longer that person that person they knew. I will never be that person again; it was a miracle that I'm still alive today. But if were being honest I knew deep down this is my last.
Everything I dreamt was real in some twist way once upon a time I watch as my father murdered my mother, I watched as he came at me, but I ran. I never did kill my father but in some dark way I dreamt I did. Maybe life would have been easier. Maybe I wouldnt have never been caught by him and locked in a closet for 2 years alone away from all my friends and 'family'. In the end maybe the dulliosons almost never left. But the touch of a hit, the kick of a foot. The gunshot to the leg. The acing pain that never seemed to fully go away. Always drawed me back to the reality of my life.
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I'm so sorry anywayssss make sure to eat and drink some water lovesss <333
That was the end I m sorry.
Im going to start a new book some so pls follow so you can have a say in what i write next. anyways take care.
