Feather Of Love

chapter 1: the 18th anniversary

It's been a long time since I sat with my father to discuss what happened during these years I was sitting at the dinner table and he was happy for some reason I looked at him emotionless and in a hot moment asked" Father you Tell me so many stories about the death of my mother but you know I am seeking for revenge and I want to get the position you have as a famous artist but I am still just a Nobel and I dislike my engagement to the prince" he smiles like he's proud of me he knew what I am thinking

he is my dad knows all my secrets we plan everything from the beginning he replied kindly like he knows what I am saying" My darling you are growing up so fast if you want to be the Queen you have to marry the prince but it's been three years you are still didn't make any progress so as a dad I don't think you can make it and you say you didn't like the relationship with him so I can't say anything but find a solution that can help you" I get it and I was angry I know I am stuck with the prince Kyle the third

I don't know if I regret accepting this engagement in the first place I was stupid and accepted it easily because I was so young and he seductive me to marry him with my mother died I was so emotional that I accepted easily and I was so pure so innocent and I believe him

I suddenly zoom out and my dad looks at me with a smile on his face "Don't have to think so much after all it's been two years and this year it's your 18th birthday you have to be happy tomorrow will be the ceremony of your 18 birthday so don't get sick or anything because every ceremony during those two years they tell us you are sick or you get poisoned or some sort of illness," I was so speechless because every ceremony I get the same response that no one coming

I realized that moment that all my life they lie to me this stupid prince playing with me like a puppet my anger got so high that I wanted to break this guy because he didn't know his limit anymore but anyway would play normally if nothing happened because I have my plan of course

I will not go out so pitiful like other people crying or anything else I don't want to be the good girl here anymore they hurt me so much that's old me the 16 years girl this made me disgusted how I was so stupid I was was was have to be heartless in the first time but he know how to use people but for me, I d, don't want him to see the good side anymore he will try the other side the sides everyone don't want to see he want to be cruel I will let him and he will taste the poison he gave me in the beginning

I look at my dad with a little smile," So you know rumors are full of Lies and I hope this ceremony can get on time but don't put your hope so high because a prince is a disgusting person" You look at me and finish his plate as my dinner get colder and I didn't eat anything he looks at my plate trying to say I have to eat at least something so as a good daughter I do what he wants because he is an old man he just wants me to be happy

Then I wondered why he accepted the engagement so fast but never mind everything went flow before I left I kissed my father on the head with a slight smile full of care and affection Because You Live a full of cruelty I weaved my hand goodbye and walked away to that door because I have to sleep in the emperor place because he didn't let me sleep in my family house I don't know if it is overprotective or it is selfishness but I can't reject an order from a prince

so I have to do like normally go to the carriage and wait 15 minutes until I get to my destination and like usual no one cares about me not even the maid so I do everything on my own and sleep tightly as if nothing happened but suddenly I wake up when more than five made and turn my room without permission or anything I was so surprised and uncomfortable in the same time

I have been trying to look at the maids without any second guess" Why did you enter my room without any permission or knocking on my door you have to know your limits because I am your mistress here" One of them made me chuckle for some reason