Feather Of Love

Dawn's Struggle

I wake up tired because when I sleep it's already the sun has begun to rise I'm not enzyme to put any type of prank and I am still thinking about what I will dress up in because unlike clothes it is dresses and one piece and I don't have any training clothes so because there is a  sleep I sneak up already  put and begin to see Ethan cloths

he is the only one who has so many T-shirts and different types of clothing that are good for training so I found a good shirt a white one and I will get my pants because I have a really small waist after I sneak them out and no one-way up of course I got to the bathroom and we can't dress up when I finish dressing I make sure that my hair is a ponytail I use some ribbons

I end up in good shape for training I think but I don't want to see Eric I know he is the Guild Master but I am still not comfortable that he always makes jokes she always makes me feel so low and weak and all my effort are like wasted so this I have to adapt and some way I feel so shameless like I have no pride

I will say all this effort and acceptance are for my people and these small  lies just make me a little bit accept to do whatever will come next I get bored because like no one wakes up they are still asleep so I go out and begin to walk around inside the gold building I go to set administration and she was so happy

no one around the good thing is she's not the grumpy red hair girl she is the youngest one in this Guild and a nice person" Good morning I hope you have a good day and I have some questions where is the place of training I don't know the name yet" she look at me confused because no one in the building and most of them are sleeping but anyway she begin to tell me this place name is arena

  all the adventurers go to train there and in different areas for different statuses so she gave me the directions it was easier because I began to understand directions in this place so when I walked to the arena there was no one I looked around and all type of weapons are they in display for training purposes

I look at different types of swords but all of them look heavy to me I clench my fist knowing that I just walking around and I have nothing to do like I don't have a purpose but I see alter boy running toward the police would play Over the weapon and he holds a wooden sword so I begin to think if I have to pick one of this wooden sword because at least

I have to see how to hold it when I go to the little boy you look at me so angry that he despises me I just want to hit him even if he is US small kid but he is rude anyway I didn't let my pride go at me because I have to destroy my pride to killing me because there is enemy it's myself

I get one of the wooden swords and begin to swing it around trying to figure out what I have to do with it when I glance at the kid he begins to lag at me as if I am a joke I don't blame him because it's my first time I used  sword he gets close to me and points at me " how the guild master lets you in this place you can't even use a wooden sword I am better than you he always praises me and tells me I am the best one between all of the kids"

He looked at me so proudly and his face looked so cute he was just like a little bear who catches the first fish in his life I put my hand on my face wanting to go back to my childhood but nothing worked oh with the pain I think I need a daughter children so cute anyway

I go to this kid and ask" Little Bear can you tell me what the Guild Master training is and how just give me what you do to get that strong" I price him the best possible way like I give him the highest type of price just to give me information so he look at me with his eyes sparkle and begin to explain to me everything