Feather Of Love

Chapter 6: Broken Heart

Sylvia slowly woke me up my head was overwhelmed from my overthinking and some of my nightmares and she helped me to get dressed and put on my makeup I asked her if anyone had a tea party but she answered me that no one put anything and my schedule is free but I have to go to the crown prince

I get cheered up because I have to work with Kyle because it's kind of fun it's not that hard some people think that will be difficult because they can't write or do simple math I get up and open my door room to see that knight waiting for me like always so he escorted me to the working area and I go in and I see Kyle of course with a pile of papers work he looks at me like he was working forever

I chuckled because his face was like a dead man I bet his back hurt like hell so I told him to stop a little bit When he stopped and looked at me and then realized I was Kyle was so happy" You finally came I am here alone working without my assistant because he takes a break! from work and if you have some time can you help me"

I don't know why Kyle was so calm today but I understand why the assistant needs a break, after all, he worked day and night but I will not refuse Kyle because this time he looks bad I feel pity for him so I accepted and he gave me half of his pile to me and the other half for him it's kinda big

I put my hand on my head trying to not be over myself but from the Look it's terrified I look at him with concern and my eyes and I give him a little bit of my work because he is better than me and I have my excuse so yes it's not my fault there assistant didn't come for him

I am trying not to be selfish but I don't want to exhaust myself, My father always tells me time from Gold so don't make it useless I will finish this work just for Kyle not for anyone else but it's not new I'd like him I begin to work and

I stumble on a murder investigation but it is from two years ago and makes me wonder if it is relatable or has any thread that can lead me to my mother suddenly he takes the paper from my hand" Kyle why did you take it from me it's important what if can lead me to something because most of the important thing you don't tell me about it"

I see his features getting annoyed and from his body language I know he won't want to tell me anything else I didn't wait for him to answer and merely finished my work when I was Reading he looked at me with a little bit of guilt" I didn't mean anything but

I don't think it is the right time to open up or to tell you anything from the past because it's too problematize " I was surprised by his action but I needed to know the truth

I always remind myself and every problem to find something to solve it why does he ignore it? Why does he want me to move on? I can't move on she's still my mother she is a person who cared for me for 16 years and today no one cares for me I have my friend Anna and Sylvia I don't know if I would have more friends but no one can replace my mother at the moment

I feel tears begin to build up I don't want to cry in front of him so I put my work assigned and get up to run to my room but suddenly he holds me from the back and hugs me slowly" I know you lost someone important to you I can't replace it I can't replace someone like your mother if you want to cry it's okay to cry in my arms

I will always be here for you so I will ask you one more question are you okay?" I begin to cry in his arms I don't know what this feeling is but I just want to cry more

My feeling was flooding I didn't want anyone to see my side because it represented my weakness My tears never stopped " Why didn't you contact me for two years? Why did you leave me alone..? Why you didn't tell me anything?

I just need some answers! I just don't want to be lost in the dark anymore... please for once I just want the t..." My voice slowly disappears from despair calming me down and one of them may give me a cup of tea my favorite one I drink it slowly as my tears get dry

I feel so awkward but instead of making the situation more awkward look at me and smile brighter than the sun but softer than the moon" Mia I know you are in pain and if I give you that reality I will burn you more

I don't want to see any more tears fall from your eyes I want my Mia to be strong and I know it's not my time to tell you all of those things but you need to hear that I see you as the most powerful woman so you have to be proud of yourself so no more crying okay" I look at him get inspired and every word he says make me feel like I am out of my mind

why he is so nice to me Why I didn't see him like that I can't get so attached I begin to feel hesitant Every move I want to make his action changes my mind The point of perspective I see him from the beginning I see him as a person who can kill without mercy but now

I see him as a delicate person who protects himself by putting lies and it's tougher than me but I will not change my plan I have to be determined I know in my heart that Mother waiting for me I take some backpacks he looks at him Sadly knowing that I can't accept this reality" Kyle I will thank you for everything but I need to go now.....Please" I opened the door and that night escorted me to my room

He probably saw the tears and my red eyes but he didn't open his mouth knowing that it was not his place to ask I entered my room Sylvia Rush saw me she began to ask me how I was and if anyone hurt me why I was crying and

I explained most of the things she gave me a gentle hug and told me one of the first stories that she had a sister that always cared for her and never really fed her everything she was the world to her but suddenly one day she got an illness that gave her a tragic death and on this point, I want to ask Sylvia how she still stands up but instead, she  told me that she determined that she fulfill the Promise of her sister that she will be happy even if she is watching from heaven

I looked at Sylvia emotionally reminded me of myself" Sylvia can you help me with something so important " She was happy to complete my commend  because her heart was too loyal to me so I gave her the painting I made" Sylvia I need you to publish this painting don't let anyone know about it because they will stop you so be careful"

she nodded because she knew that this mission would be dangerous but she thought about the responsibilities and first forward she published it I was happy because Father finally got some message I tried to sleep but I couldn't for some reason

I still think about the conversation between me and Kyle it's just I can't forget the way he talked to me the way he understood me and made me feel like I was a dream that never ended but I think it was just a foolish act I made I don't want to break anyone heart some people think they in love but in reality, it's just a game

I closed my eyes hoping for the best I didn't sleep because a knight opened the door in Rush I asked what happened his eyes were full of worry" Princess Mia it's Syl ...Sylvia is in big trouble she published art not be long for her but the prince cut her off guard she didn't escape

the prince gives her a really big punishment for stealing and for lying in public because the maid can't publish anything" My face turned pale knowing it was my thought that she was in trouble I felt so guilty I put my scarf on because the weather was a little bit cold in the night

I look at him" First of all tell me your name and then tell me where is the prince Kyle" we go in a rush and he guides me to the right path " Princess my name is Ethan and princ Kyle is in the dungeon "

we run fast to save Sylvia but I stop in my tracks Ethan looks at me confused as to why I stopped but let him return and back to my room "Ethan if we go now they will do more and she will take more punishment than before so it's better to make a plan "he looks at me confused

Then  I explained to him that I would run away he was shocked  "Look at the plan I will run away with the help of my friends and I will distract the price during this time you will save Sylvia " He thinks about it and agrees but I tell him to get some medical equipment because Sylvia will be injury me and Ethan didn't get any sleep I let him go to his room and I lay on my bed and feel bad for my action and my selfish mistake