Feather Of Love

Unspoken Bonds

I didn't return to my slumber because I was so busy thinking and I went to the window without anyone knowing I was walking like a cat that didn't want to wake up anyone so I sat beside the window looking at the beautiful stars and someone glaring at me as if I am murdering someone so I begin to whisper and my lonely hearts " I don't want anyone to go to my conflict and my terrible decisions I want everyone to be happy like a new day as a new world"

I look at the store and wish from the bottom of my heart but so do me a soft hand The rest on my shoulder is warm and so relaxing Hi Volkswagen go away but my curiosity just made me feel I want to know who is this person So I look around and I see it's was Ethan I was surprised he is awake I didn't want to be awake right now

my eyes were full of worries one to understand where he was away from me because of what happened during the training but instead, he looked at me and his already warm eyes were full of happiness and decided me and looked at the stars The moon reflected his black hair as if I'm looking at the void that no one can get me away from it

and that I thought that you were away as our feather going in the air and I did that just sky full of stars and I asked him without even looking at him" Do you think all the sacrifices and also adventure is worth it to find my mother or it's just a delusion that no one even cares about "

you look at me after looking at the night sky everything is so peaceful but I feel like I just don't cry I feel so tired even if I am beginning my first training I feel so exhausted inside do I deserve all of those things he Pets my back

But with a flick of his finger hit my forehead" Mia we used to be that depressed people with you not  we don't want the sad one of you everyone have a sad site but don't overthink it sometimes we can go up in the sky and you could down to the ground just remember what you accomplish just joining three weeks or more plus you are now an adventurer in the name"

I smile Softly remembering all my accomplishments but at the same time I can go up as everyone wants me I can't I can't be here all in every person's story I can be the villain in every person's story I just need peace I just need some happiness I want but I will not tell him I don't want him to go to my rabbit hole

at least he was still happy to see the place full and shining like stars a small tear dropped from my eyes just worrying about every step I wanted to take but after a second Sylvia's voice came from behind" Mia you know you need to sleep because tomorrow you have to train and so many things go to your bed"

with her sleepy voice I and Ethan began to Chuckle you can see looks like Grandmama woke up from her nap ticket and looked at us wondering what you were talking about he was silent trying to catch and never because she knew that we leggings at her probably she will make us like a soup but instead of yelling and make a fuzz

she separate us from each other and smirk" Look guys I admire your relationship between each other and become so strong I wonder if there are issue and if we are and some type of relationship without knowing,"

I look at her so furiously how she say something like that she doesn't have shame like we don't have any type of relationship I glare at Sylvia in anger" Look you can't assume everyone in a relationship Sylvia after all we are friends more than that we don't have anything all right Ethan"

he looked at me and smiled with a small knot but he didn't talk for some reason "You guys don't know what it means fun in this life anyway come here follow me we need to go to bed" I went to my bed and I lay down but before I close my eyes I take a look at them but I see Ethan his ears are so red and he is was laying on the ground he didn't see me