[I WAS]

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by paidbychrist

by paidbychrist

I know my life as it is
Without any doubts
Any spoilers

I haven't exist

I haven't been alive
I haven't exist without Christ
I was dead

I was walking
Actually: my body was walking through streets
Talking with people
But I was dead

I was dead inside
Totally: without any mistakes
I was so dead as it can be even possible

I was dead enough to talk
But not enough to speak

I was so closed
And my closed mind was too open to the highest calling
I was so sad and so hush

I was so dead
Especially inside

My body used was existing
But not me

Before Jesus Christ has saved me

He has came for me
And I has felt His heart
It was in mine

It was like being so patient
And happy
But my heart was full of condemnations
By being under protection if God

Devil has stopped to control my life
And I started to be alive

It was couple of years ago
But now I am... Alive