[SLAM POETRY]

GOD, I THANK U, BUT

God...

[I have so many, but]

I have friends, but...
I have lost the connection to them cos of war and I have figured out that they are not such a big friends as they were.
I don't feel me really comfortable to talk to them, because I m in Germany and they are in Ukraine and You know, that...

God, I have church
But nothing particular. I have community, but I have lost it cos of war.

God, I have had it. And now I need to write them. I need to... I have to. It's so obsessive and so sad in the same time.

God, I am a writer, but I don't write.

I m a painter, but don't paint.

I am thankful that I have You at least to say it to You.