Threelovebirds❤

Rough times

⚠️WARNING⚠️
Self harm...
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Dream came home bumed out from what He just did.
He opened the door and fell to the floor.
He started sobing loudly, and yelling at himself.
"WHY DID YOU HAVE TO SAY SUCH A STUPID THING YOU FUCKING IDIOT?!?"
He then went to his bed, and hit him self so hard, that he passed out.
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Seconds
Minutes
Hours
Passed.
Dream didn't wake up.
Sapnap called Dream several times by now.
He was getting worried.
He went to Dreams house to check him up.
To se what was wrong.
He came to the front door.
It was looked shut
Back door as well
Windows too....
"What is he doing in there" Sapnap thougth to him self.
Sapnap was getting worried every passing second.
He is his bestfriend after all.
He was thinking to himself.
"How could i get inside... I could break a window maybe? What else could i do?"
He decided to do it. To break the window.
He tried it with his hand. Of course.
Didn't work
He looked for a tool.
He went to Dreams shed, and grabbed a hammer.
He took it to the window and-
SLAM
He did it.
He broke Dreams poor window.
It was the toilet window.
He got in, and saw blood.
He was scared.
He looked around for Dream.
He couldn't find him.
Yet
He went to the kitchen and saw a knife with blood on it.
He wanted to scream.
Until he saw a tomato next to it.
"Dreams house is pretty scary... Where is He anyway?"
He looked in the living room.
The TV was still on. He couldn't have gone anywhere.
But there was one room left.
The bedroom.
He went to the bedroom, and found Dream laying on the floor.
"Hm. Maybe he missed the bed?"
Sapnap tried to wake him up but he wasnt moving.
He tried screaming. Didn't work either.
He was scared for his life.
"IS HE DEAD?!?!"
Checked his pulse.
Still breathing.
"Oh my god. Then what's wrong with you Dream? Your scaring me"
Sapnap turned Dream over.
He saw blood
Sapnap started sobbing over him.
"DREAM. YOU WERE MY BEST FRIEND. I loved you man..."
Sapnap leaned in to kiss him goodbye.
"D-Dream.... I... I LOVED YOU MAN. WHY DID YOU HAVE TO LEAVE ME SO EARLY. YOURE TO YOUNG TO DIE"
Sapnap was crying over Dream when Dream barely
opened his eyes and somehow said.
"Sapnap"
Sapnap screamed from joy.
"DREAM Y-YOUR ALIVE. WHAT HAPPEND TO YOU?"
Dream couldn't talk.
"Say something"
Sapnap helped him to sit up.
Dream said:"S-Sapnap"
"Yes Dream?"
"Why did i have to be such an idiot"
"W-What are you talking about?"
A tear rolled down Dreams eye.
Sapnap was confused.
"You can tell me anything Dream. You know that rigth?"
Dream broke down.
"HE-HE HATES ME. I WAS S-SO FUCKING DUMB SAP.
IM AN AWFUL PERSON."
"GET YOUR SELF TOGETHER DREAM"
Sapnap yelled.
He instantly felt bad.
Dream went quiet instantly.
"It's gonna be okay Dream. Just breath in"
Dream listened to him and repeated
"Breath in"
Sapnap continued.
"Breath out"
Dream repeated
"Breath out"
"Dream..."
Dream answered with his shaky voice.
"Y-Yes Sapnap?"
"Tell me what's wrong Dream. Did someone hurt you? Are you ok? If you need something you can just tell me. Is it me? Did I do something wrong? If I did I-I'm sorry...."
Dream answered again with the scared shaky voice
"I-It's not you Sap. It's m-me...."
"What do you mean you?"
"IT WAS MY FAULT THAT HE LEFT. IT WAS MY FAULT THAT I WASN'T ENOUGH, IT WAS MY-"
He got cut of in the middle of his sentense.
"You broke up with him?"
Dream answered with frusration.
"YES. DIDN'T YOU HEAR WHAT I WAS SAYING"
Sapnap answered with a
"Yes.. im sorry. Go on"
Dream was taking a long time to get to the point.
Sapnap was listening to him and looking around his room.
He saw milions of coffe cups, smashed plates, blood and a white spot in the middle of the room.
He asked him.
"Sorry Dream. I fell very bad for you and for your breakup with George, but... did you do all of this?"
Dream broke down again
He answered while waterfalls fell from his eyes.
"Y-Yes. I was really sad, and angry and-and it just.... It-It didn't go so well....the plates i broke because i was angry, the coffe because i was going insane without him... his kiss... his-his voice... I just needed that SO badly. That's why the white puddle is there.... and the blood. I-I did it all by my self.
Sapnap was shocked.
Not just because of the reason why the puddle is there.
Not just the coffe cups
Not just the smashed plates
It was the blood that hit Sapnap the most.
He didn't know that Dream was like this.
He's never seen him like this.
There's always a first time- right?
"Wow Dream... I-.....I'm so sorry...."
In that moment Dream colapsed to the ground.
It was because of the coffe
Sapnap couldn't belive what was happening.
To know-
That his bestfriend...
Didn't want to tell him this...
But
He had no time to rethinking.
He was laying there like dead on the ground.
He ran to the living room to call an ambulance
He told them that his friend is laying on the ground
unconscious.
They said they would come as quick as possible.
Sapnap thanked them, and ran to Dream to make sure he's okay.
Sapnap was talking to Dream and making sure he is alive, until the ambulance comes.
Dream was talking nonsense.
Sapnap was crying, and Dream was laughing from how bad he felt.
Minutes later the ambulance came, and took him.
Dream was screaming, and crying.
The ambulance said that He would be ok.
Sapnap said thanks and said bye to Dream
Dream was screaming for Sapnap to help him.
Sapnap felt really bad for him.
And inside he was dying.
But he knew
That all of this was for his own good
He said bye to Dream, and left.
He layed down on Dreams bed room floor, and started crying.
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Ps.Im crying inside while writing this.