I Love My Best Friend

Chapter 35

I know I'm so stupid I should have updated long ago. But thanks to DiaidenLove she helped me think of a chapter! And take my creative juices out. Anyways here is the new chapy. Enjoy ^-^

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I felt weird about all this, it was kind of emotional for me. How come it took so long for him to realise he loved me all along? Like nothing actually happened? I felt so miserable for a second. Alex's eyes were begging for an answer I was worried I felt crushed between two people. It was so embarrassing.

"Are you alright Andrea?" Alex's voice pulled me back to reality. I gasped in horror. "What?" I looked around for a second soaking in what was happening. "You seem confused?" Alex's eyes gleamed for a split second. "Uh huh." I looked around desperately to find something I could hide under.

"I'm completely fine." I spoke giving a nervous smile. "Okay..." Alex hoped for the answer like the fish he wanted to eat was so overboard. "Alex." I sighed running a hand through my hair. Alex's eyes shot up in glee, then conflicted emotions roamed around his eyes. I couldn't interpret it I'm not Edward Cullen from Twilight oh wait Edward Clerk and Edward Cullen are brothers? No time for joke.

"Umm do you want a coffee we can go to Starbucks to catch up." I smile nervously at him before nodding at the door. "Yeah sure." He sighed looking around for something. When his eyes couldn't find what he desired for, he started panicking. Typical Alex. "Trying to find you coat?" I asked already knowing what he would say.

He nodded looking at me amused as if I was a mind read just as Edward. (Not our Eddie). I smirk at the thought of Edward. I walked towards the shelf and picked up the coat that was lying on top of it. "Here." I waddled to Alex handing his coat to him.

"Thanks, it's chilly outside." He grinned, before turning around and walking out of my room. I picked up my hoodie and my combat boots, wearing them and moving out of my room myself.

My navy blue hoodie suited my short black dress. I wonder how will I survive the cold outside. But I didn't care, as long as my lucky dress is with me. I looked like an emo, it all looked so true because of my dark makeup, my lips weren't coloured in black they were just plain pink with some gloss. My eyes had the heavy eye make up which popped my eyes out. Only if my hair was thick, pitch black I must've looked the 'Kind Of Emo'.

On the meantime I had forgotten what Alex had done, he had confessed to me! I didn't reply to him though, so he must be thinking I'm in progress to think over it and answer with precise words. But I was confused. I loved Edward and Alex was my first love what could I do?

I need to talk this with someone.

Oh gosh Alex is looking at me

I'm so worked up.

Were my first and only thoughts when Alex looked over at me pleading for an answer again I just smiled and nodded at him when his eyes were desperate and disappointed that I didn't answer to his confession I'm such a bitch!

The whole ride was silent nobody brought up anything, it felt kind of awkward for the first time with Alex. "Hey Edward. Stop give me the silent treatment." I said looking over at him, Alex looked at me gawking as if I had grown three heads. "What?" I said my eyebrows were etched up knitted like one.

And that's when I realised. I called him Edward! Oh gosh this so not nice of me this so not polite of me. "Oh well, umm which coffee do you like?" I said completely trying to change the topic. Alex stopped in the middle of the ride. Looked at me like I was crazy I know I was and it was truly nice of him not to shout at me.