I Love My Best Friend

Chapter 22

I most probably might have fallen down but I didn't, it was a disaster hearing those words. Even though I couldn't leave Alex alone his words still bruised my heart. I looked at him as tears threatened to fall, and most of all I was bleeding, I was bleeding entirely like my whole soul had been destroyed into pieces and I might have been pinned. Thorns were better than his words but... I could feel him.

"A-Alex..." I said as I started sobbing. He looked at me confused, his wet cheeks and weepy eyes made me cry too from his side he thought that I see.

"Hey, Andrea-why are you crying?" He asked as I sobbed In pain.

"Alex... I want to go home." I said as I cried. His eyes told me his conflicted and confused emotions. He had those caring eyes, but at the same time the ones that make me cry.

"Hey, don't cry okay?" He asked as he hugged me.

"Alex, just take me home." I said and he nodded. I wasn't in the mood of walking and I guess Alex read my mind. He carried me bridal style and took me to the car. It wasn't at all romantic at the timing and this was completely weird.

There was only silence my sobbing and sniffing, I could hear every gulp Alex took but I didn't look at him. It was the silent treatment I was giving him, I didn't want to say something when those words flashed back and my heart bleed again.

"Honestly Andrea, I'm broken into pieces." Alex said as my smile faded away. At first I didn't really understand what it was but then my thought blended and I got it right.

"W-what do you mean?" I stuttered at what he said.

"I... Can't get over Grace, she is ruling my heart, my every move, every thought, and this dinner the fair everything was a memory I cherished with her. Don't take me wrong Andrea, this was for you too, but I wanted myself to refresh but I couldn't. I'm just so sorry I ruined your mood. I'm just so... So stupid. Wait did invented say this." Alex stopped as he breathed heavily.

My heart ached when those words left his mouth, I thought Alex, you were gonna confess that you love me. Guess what? I was totally wrong, I was a fool to think he would love me, Grace has taken control over him, I should just probably die I should collapse.

Silence took over as the waves crashed and with them my heart crashed too.

"Alex, are you okay?" I asked. What a foolish bitch I'm.

"No." He said collapsing to the ground and crying.

I rubbed his back, but I wanted someone to rub mine too, I wanted someone to kiss me too, I wanted someone to wipe my tears away...but no one is there for me no one.

Alex shook me from my thoughts as I realised I had stopped crying.

"Andrea we are hom~" I cut him off.

"Thanks, bye I will see you later." I said and hopped out of the car and opened the door of the house.

"Andrea." Alex shouted from behind as he ran while I was at the middle of opening the door.

"What?" I asked looking frustrated.

"Are you okay." He asked anxiety sitting on his face.

"Yes I'm completely fine." I said faking a smile.

"I know you Andrea." He said as he brushed away my hair that was stuck on the face.

"Go home Alex, I will tell you something. Grace called me today morning to tell me that she broke up because she wanted you to make her feel special, she wanted to know if you love her." I said admitting.