Lea Isaiah (Complete)

Part 31

"Is, you..lupa pakai condom"

"Nda la, mana ada lupa" Is cakap.

Hairan la sy, sy tau la apa rasa dia kalau dia ada pakai dengan tiada pakai. Cuma tadi tu memang dia betul2 tiada pakai condom.

"No Is, you lupa pakai condom lagi"

Is senyum ja tengok sy "No la baby, I sengaja"

"ha? kenapa pula? hari tu punya main risau lagi you masa you lupa pakai"

"ermm..kita mandi dulu, baru kita cerita boleh sayang?" Is cakap.

"ermm..ok Is"

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Since bilik kami tu tiada tv, jadi kami stay di ruang tamu ja tengok tv & ni kali betul2 layan netflix..haha..

Santai ja kami lepas tu, memang betul2 menikmati masa cuti yg singkat tu. Selalunya kalau tengok tv sy memang akan menyandar di badan Is. Tapi kali ni sy nda buat macam tu.

"Lea sayang, sini la duduk, buat apa jauh2 macam tu"

"Is, mau tanya boleh?"

"come here first" Is cakap sambil angkat satu tangan dia untuk bagi ruang sy menyandar di dada dia macam selalu.

"Nda mau, answer me first"

Terus Is duduk tegak2 "ok baby girl, apa yg you mau tanya?"

"why you tidak pakai condom just now?"

"I told you I sengaja kan" Is cakap sambil senyum.

"but why? so you can leave me if I get pregnant just like you leave Wendy?" Nda tau kenapa itu yg keluar dari mulut sy masa tu, cari pasal betul.

"Lea" berubah terus muka si Is "why did you said that? you know it's a whole different situation right?"

Sy diam ja.

"you knew Wendy curang di belakang sy kan..It's not that I..hmm..nevermind Lea" Nda tersambung ayat si Is. Nampak betul2 dia kecewa sy tiba2 cakap macam tu.

"I'm sorry Is"

"yes you should, you hurt my feeling" Is cakap tanpa tengok muka sy.

"I'm sorry, it's just that sy takut sy jadi macam..erm..macam si Wendy"

"hmmm" Is mengeluh sambil tengok sy "come here sayang" Is cakap.

Kali ni sy datang duduk dekat Is dengan muka bersalah sebab cakap macam tu dengan Is tadi.

Is belai pipi sy, mata dia tengok tepat di anak mata sy "look at me baby" sy balas pandangan si Is "I will never ever leave you, when I said I want to marry you, I will marry you, no one can change that except God, ok baby?"

"but what If.."

"tiada what if what of what ef Lea" Is potong cakap sy, terketawa sy sikit "I don't care you pregnant ka, gemuk ka, hilang satu kaki ka" terstop Is sekejap, dia pukul mulut dia sebab cakap macam tu "hish, bukan3, I mean I don't care, I don't mind apa pun situation dia, I will marry you, trust me"

Sy masih tiada cakap apa2.

"trust me sayang, I tidak pernah lupa pakai protection kalau have sex" berkerut kening sy tengok dia "ok hari tu lain cerita, I was drunk" sy angkat lagi kening sy tengok Is "ok2, and that day dengan you sy mengaku sy lupa"

"but just now sy nda lupa, I..ermm..nda tau Lea, sy rasa selesa bila dengan you, I really2 love you sayang, and I know if you get pregnant pun I will be happy, and I promise that I will not leave you, you are different sayang, jangan compare diri you dengan Wendy, it's a whole different level" berabis Is kasi yakin sy.