Wishes (H.S)

Ready to run.

Kenny's POV.

It's been two days since that odd encounter at Gemma and Jen's dorm. What really pissed me off though is that he just yelled at me and then right after tried to be gentle. It's so damn frustrating not having any idea of what they were talking about. But to be honest, I'm not even sure if I want to know. Harry looked really mad and kept asking if Gemma told me anything. Why would he be so nervous and so determined to keep it from me?

Anyway...

Jen has been making herself comfortable in my dorm and I've been keeping the topic of her mom out of the way. I've heard her sob a couple of times throughout the nights but I try to block it out. I mean, there's nothing I can say to her. I can't change anything, though I wish I could have. She hasn't been going to classes a lot and I really hope that she isn't missing important work.

Now she's under the cover while I'm getting ready for classes. It's seven o'clock and my classes start eight. I'm going to go and get a coffee with Louis and head off.

I just really hope I don't see Harry today..

Jen's POV.

I've been crying the entire night and I really hope that Kenny didn't notice. I can't help it though. It just keeps replaying in my mind..

Those days where she wakes me up for school, tickling me until I get up.

Those days where she makes home cooked meals, making more than enough just in case I get hungry later on.

Those days where we're both a little down, so we watch a movie and cry together.

Those days when we go to the mall together, and even though I hate her sense of style.. I still love spending some time with her.

Now all of those days.. will be gone in a matter of time. The thing that makes it worse though, is that she has been sick for a long time now but she brushed it off. She refused to go to the hospital. And now it has grown so much inside of her that she only has a matter of time left.

I feel myself sobbing uncontrollably, curling up inside of Ahsley's bed. I still can't believe she's dorm roommates with Ashley. I would have switched rooms the second I knew. She probably didn't know that she could have switched.

I know I'm missing a lot of classes bit I just don't care anymore. I couldn't take the risk of crying in class and it's just better for me to know that I'm alone and I can cry openly. I decide to go and take a shower, seeing that I haven't showered in three days. I grab my clothes, shampoo and soap, heading into the community showers. As the screwing water runs down my body, I feel relaxed. When I'm done, I head off back to the dorm room, shocked to see the last person I expected to see.

Kenny's POV.

"Hey Lou." I say, pulling him into a hug. Louis has always been so stylish and I couldn't even try to look as good. He's wearing a white shirt with a red hoodie, white knee-lenght pants and sneakers.

"Hey Kenny. How are you today?" He asks releasing from the hug.

"I'm fine. Just really tired." I half laugh. He agrees and we stand in the queue for our coffees. We eventually get to the front of the line and we get our coffees. "How is your eye?"

"It's better now." He smiles, giving me my coffee. "It's just don't know what all of that was about."

"Trust me, I don't either. I just don't want to see him ever again." I say, walking to my first class.