Translator || Jung Hoseok Fanfic

Chapter 1

I never thought I could be in this situation. I never believed I could be so stupid and niave. I'm mentally beating myself up for not seeing the signs.

I'm sitting at the bar table , my friends on both sides of me . The music was okay , not to my liking, my friends all talking about things like work , relationships and how it's been so long since we've been out together. Conversation is rolling while I sit there staring into space.

Should I tell them?

I thought to myself, thoughts of reactions filling my mind to the point of when I slammed my hand on the table.

Yoon , Abi and Joy all looked at me with a mixture of shock and confusion.

I took a deep breath preparing myself for what I'm about to say.

One last deep breath ,closing my eyes

"Mark cheated on me"

I opened my eyes , still hearing the pulsing music through my ears while looking at all of my friends one by one.

Yoon - who sat on my right- hugged me , and everyone just stared at me .

"You can cry all you want . Its okay ,we are here for you" says Abi who was patting my back while I was in Yoon's embrace.

I wiped my cheek to show I wasn't even shedding a tear. I am completely-

I'm crying? I realized that when I closed my eyes a tear ran down my face and it didn't stop. I became so overwhelmed and just started sobbing in my friend's embrace.

After a few seconds I sat out of Yoon's arms, I wiped my tears , and I wanted to tell them what happened.

(2 hours before going to my friends)

"I'm so excited to see my girls after almost 5 months, we are just so busy at work and I'm always traveling somewhere,"

I said while laying and cuddling my boyfriend Mark ", and I finally get to spend time with my amazing boyfriend Mark Tuan" I kissed him on the cheek and gave a school girl grin as I just stare at how handsome he was.

He chuckled awkwardly while sitting up on the bed facing me , with a serious expression on his face.

I sat up mimicking him . I'm getting scared ,the longer we stare at each other with silence filling the air around us ,the more uneasy I get.

As I was about to say something , he said it... he fucking said it.

"I'm cheating on you , Y/n"

My mind couldn't wrap my head around that simple but heartbreaking phrase that cuts deeper than I ever thought words could .

"You're... what?"

"Listen before you get mad , I am really sorry , I never wanted any of this to happen and it was never my intention to hurt you" he said hurriedly while looking for my reaction , which was just a blank stare at him ,showing absolutely no emotion... so I think.

"How?... when did you cheat on me" I said trying to remain as calm as possible.

"I was doing a concert in January and one of Jackson's girl friends came and we went to Jackson's place for the after party and I got a bit drunk and we were talking and in that moment I really missed you and I just wanted to have you next to me ‐"

"So you are blaming me?" I interrupted him ,not being able to believe what his saying right now.

"No! I'm blaming myself ," he said ,putting is hands up like his trying to defend himself.

3 months... his been cheating on me for 3 months and and I never knew, never thought he could be enjoying other people. I was too trusting. I felt too safe

He stared at me ,probably thinking why I didn't storm out of the room , why I didn't scream like manic, why I didn't burst into to tears hearing him say that, but I was calm, I was hearing him out , trying extremely hard to resist the urge to slap him across the face right now.

"Did you sleep with her?"

He lowered his head and nodded.

I felt tears threaten to leave my eyes when I stood up and walked to the door and looked at him one last time before saying, in almost a whisper because I knew I didn't have the energy to scream.

"I hope you know that not once have I ever done or thought of anything like that and no matter where I was or who I was with , I would always think of you. I love you Mark Tuan. You made me fall in love over and over, you were my everything, and I care about you so much... Let's break up "

Mark looked at me crying like I was the one who told him I cheated. I turned and left to my apartment which is a few streets away . A 15 minute walk... all of those minutes I was sobbing and shaking , not understanding how fast this happened.

♡♡♡•••°°°Hi Chrissy here, your authornim lol. Thank you so much for reading... I hope it's interesting. This is my first book and I'm kinda excited of what my mind will come up with.°°°•••♡♡♡

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