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Too early ! (2)

English is not my first language, sorry for mistakes

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I then turn off there timer, take the test in my hands when..

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Robert : « Andy are you here ? »

I hear his voice and I don't know what to do. If I open he will ask me what I'm doing standing at 2 a.m. but also why I avoided him all evening and I can't tell him that I may be pregnant when we've been together for 2 months but if I don't open he will ask questions. I choose the first option, wipe my tears and hope he won't see that I'm crying. I unlock the door.

Andy : « Yes, it's me »

Robert : « Andy, are you okay ? » asks in a worried tone

Andy : « Yes.. »

Robert : « Listen, I can see that it's not more you saved me all evening. »

Andy : « I said it's okay, I wasn't clear enough ? » I'm not waiting for his answer and slam the door.

I'm heading to the sink, take the test, I wait a few seconds. I'm thinking about the options I'll have if this test proves positive, I never wanted children and Robert I don't know. I then return the test and read the inscription "pregnant". I then collapse into tears, how will I tell Robert, how will he take it? I get back, pick up the test and get out of the bathroom towards my bunk.

The next day at 8 a.m. our guard ends, I didn't sleep at night, Robert notices it and offers me to bring me back with his car, I accept since the others have already left.

The journey is done in a heavy silence while tears flow on my cheeks fortunately Robert does not see them. When we get home, Robert turns to me.

Robert : « Listen, if I've done something wrong," said to me, "we can talk about it but..»

Andy : « Robert.. »

Robert : « Andy, let me finish, I looked for reasons why you could be angry with me but.. »

Andy : « ROBERT, I AM PREGNANT ! » I then look him in the eye but it is impossible for me to know what he thinks, so I burst into tears for fear that he will be angry.

Robert : « Hey, come here it's okay...» he then takes me in his arms, I serve him hard for fear that he wants to leave.

After a few minutes, we head to the sofa after a long silence, Robert dares to ask me questions.

Robert : « When have you known it ?
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Andy : « I've had doubts since yesterday afternoon, that's why I avoided you but I did the test tonight that's why I slammed the door in your face and I'm really sorry. »

Robert : « Don't worry about that, I don't blame you, I just want to know how you feel and if I can help you. »

Andy : « I am...I am...totally lost and also terrified. I've never wanted children before...then our relationship is recent and...I don't even know if you love children...maybe you hate them »