Drunk In Love

8. Baker's Eyes (Part 1)

Spencer's POV:

Me and Olivia stand in confusion as we see Sabrina wrapped around me. I look into Liv's eyes and I could tell she was upset our moment was interrupted. We were this close to feeling each other. We were this close to figuring out what it is that we wanted, which was each other. But she pops up out of the blue.

"Congratulations baby! You've won your first game! I'm so proud of you!" Sabrina says with pure excitement on her face. I'm still trying to piece together as to why she's here. I thought she would rather "chill at home and drink" than cheer for me.

"Wait... Sabrina what are you doing here?"

"What does it look like? I came to congratulate you babe! You've won your very first game and I'm so proud of you! Just for that, we could go home and do some celebrating ourselves!"

The nerve of this woman.

I hesitate to answer before I see Liv cut in. "Well this looks like my cue to go. So I'm going to let you two enjoy the rest of your celebration Spencer. I gotta get home and do some spring cleaning anyway."

"Ok, we'll see you whenever." Sabrina saids, not even looking at Liv. Liv sticks out her tongue in annoyance, rolling her eyes before walking away. In my mind, I want to chase after her and explain everything but for some reason, I don't. I just don't.

I sigh.

You know what. Enough is enough.

It's time you make your own choices on who you want.

"Liv wait!" I yell out, catching her attention.

"I'll come with you, if that's ok with you?" Liv looks at me with confusion. As well as Sabrina. Liv, even though she was being hesitant, was about to answer when Sabrina cuts in. "What?! Why do you want to be with her?! You have a girlfriend remember?!" Sabrina yells out angrily.

At this point, I didn't even care what she had to say. I just wanted to end things. The way we've been fighting and the way I'm uncomfortable around her is just not healthy. I need to be with someone who is caring, strong and basically someone who would love me for me.

"Not anymore." I say with certainty. Sabrina opens her mouth, speechless. I try to leave but she grabs onto my arm, forcing me to stop.

"What the fuck do you mean not anymore?!"

"I'm done with you Sabrina! Is that not clear enough for you?!" I yell out, letting all of my frustrations I've been holding in for so long. The frustrations I needed to let out. Sabrina's whole expression changed, from angry to being upset. She was close to tearing up.

"Wait... what?" She asks softly. I sigh, not wanting to hurt her like this. But it was the right thing to do. For my sake. "I'm sorry Sabrina. It's over. This relationship... is just not healthy for me. I can't stay in something I don't want to be in anymore." I say truthfully. It was a harsh truth but I felt that she needed to hear it.

Seeing her on the brink of tears made me feel bad for a little bit. I will never forget the good times we've had together. But in life, the good outweighs the bad. And in this case, there was more bad than good in our relationship, as of recently.

"I'm really sorry Sabrina. I didn't want to end things this way. But I just can't take this anymore. I just need some time for myself." Sabrina nods, a tear falling down her face.

"Right. Time away from me..." That's all she says before she walks away, not even looking back at me. I try to call her name but she doesn't stop. Don't get me wrong, I'm not trying to treat her as if she was a piece of trash in this relationship because she honestly wasn't. She was there for me when I needed it. But I think that my consumption towards alcohol is affecting our relationship and I don't want her to be hurt because of it.