June 30, 2022 6:58 PM

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I'm really hanging out here huh.

Afraid to express any bit of me on my private twitter.

Wow.

Normally I would have responded multiple times and constantly ask follow up questions of things my friends share.

I don't have the energy today.

My appetite is fine. I am taking care of the physical me.

I'm not completely off the grid.

What shall I do with this ball of feelings called depression?

I just remembered someone I used to like. The one who noticed. I don't have anyone like that atm. I did wish he would notice . I wanted his attention. Now? Nothing. Just nothing.

I know my mind is spiralling. So basically I am separating myself from the ill person. Wait is this how multiple personalities start hahaheuahahah . It's like I am a powerful and amazing conciousness stuck with someone who is mentally unstable. And somehow I could feel the emotions too.

And somehow she have taken control of  the emotions department .

And I can't stop feeling sad .

Both me and her.

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