TW; rape, physical and mental abuse is mentions.
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Message from: Tiny 🏒💪🏼~ MOVIE NIGHT, my house 40 minutes. I've got whiskey. X
Ms Posh spice 📖🇬🇧~ COUNT ME IN. I'll bring the popcorn maker. X
Tiny 🏒💪🏼~ I love you! See you in a bit. X
This has been out weekly habit if he's home, we have one movie night a week, end up getting mildly drunk, and eating like there's no tomorrow, only to wake up the next day at 5am for a run just to really punish ourselves. He has two days off before training as the lads have just comeback from a 5-3 defeat against the New York rangers, so he needs a break. We've now known each other for 1 year and 6 months now and we've got close, and I've also kept in regular contact with the Taylors, a couple of times I've babysat Brett because honestly he's the sweetest kid ever.
40 minutes later as promised I walk through his front door "HONEY I'M HOME" this has become our thing to do now when we enter each others house without knocking and I'm immediately tackled to the floor by bruce his two year old German Shepard, "hey baby, have you been a good boy for your daddy" he wags his tail so I take that as a sign he was, "bruce, stop hogging my girl", I look at him with my eyebrows furrowed, "he does this every time you come over, just once I want to greet you first" he helps me up and brings me into a hug, so I plant a kiss on his cheek, "well I brought your protein filled sweets as a commiseration present but if your going to my to bruce you won't get them", "if I'm a good boy will I get back scratches like he does", he loves my medium length nail practical use over me I think, "sure baby". I go into the kitchen a plug in the popcorn maker, before getting the kernels ready with the butter and salt. As I was doing that he came a sat on the counter right next to me handing me a giant bowl to put the popcorn in. A few minutes later we're cuddled up on the sofa, with me leaning against his shoulder and his arm draped around me, bruce asleep across my stretched out legs and a glass of whiskey in hand, watching legally blonde.
Once we then watched the first fast and furious (Liam says that by the end of the year he will have made me watch the whole franchise), we've almost finished a bottle of whiskey, so both decide to call it a night on the drinking, and instead Liam suggests a game of truth or dare 'to get to know each other better'. We started off tame but then Liam asked the one question I wasn't sure how to answer, "what happened to you, that you won't tell me, Sharon or James?", this is a difficult one for me to answer, "if I answer that, you will pitty me and it will put a dampener on the evening", "I don't care, unless your too uncomfortable", "no I'm good" I stop turn so I'm facing him and stroke bruce's head, "I don't remember much but it lasted from the ages of 12 when I started my first period to 16 when my parents found out. Every time I was caught reading by my granddad at his house then he would send me to the basement, in the basement there was this cement block he called a bed. I would fall asleep on it only to be woken up a little later on by a man, always a different man, he would touch me and pleasure himself. One guy actually got me pregnant at aged 16, which alerted my parents as to what had happened, I got an abortion, I'm not against abortions I just couldn't go through with raising my rapist child. My granddad died in prison shortly after I turned 17, I was in therapy for 2 years and sometime wake up with night sweats" I'm full blown crying now in front of the one man I always wanted to look strong in front of, he pulls me close to him, sitting on his lap with his arms around me. We sat in silence for about half an hour.
"I understand how you're feeling, I was with a girl for 3 years, the only girl ive ever been with. She sexually, physically and mentally abused me throughout the relationship. One night after probably to 5th time of her raping me, I went to the police, they did some digging and found that she was the main suspect in her parents murder trial. I still having nightmares and night sweats too. If you need anyone I'm here for you, all the time." This time we pull away we're both crying so I wrap my arms around his torso and bury my head in his neck as he does the same to me. Eventually we fall asleep in each others embrace.
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