Good things come with change

Six years ago

Flashback

I was wearing this almost all the outfit was my mothers. I remember going to the funeral for the two of them in that I went because I felt even though she mostly resented having me it would be rude to not go to her funeral. I feel as though I am truly reliving the past I feel like I really am here even though I remember what happens as it unfolds in front of. The lady from social services came over and introduced herself.

Mrs. Price: Hello Maeby Morgan you do not know me yet but I am Sarah Price may I speak with you in private.

Me: Okay Mrs. Price

Mrs. Price: Follow me please.

I followed her to the room from the dreams I had for a few years about if I had chosen the other way she gave me. We entered the room and sat at the round table next to each other.

Mrs.Price: I am sorry but this will not be a very great first conversation.

Me: That's okay. What do you need Mrs. Price?

Mrs.Price: Okay I have read your file so I know I don't need to give you the long way I am sure you know that at the age of 16 I am your case worker which of course means that I am going to make sure you are in a stable environment after losing your parents.  

Me: Yes I know I thought someone would be coming by soon but you don't need to find someone to take me I am sure you saw that I am in college and that neither my other or Diego had any other family.

Mrs.Price: Well based on that I will assume you know that he is not your biological father?

Me: Yes I am aware of that.

Mrs.Price: Okay well I have found your father if you would like we can go and meet with him and discuss you possibly going under his care as he has not signed his rights away so technically you should be with him but given that you are already in college and were already no longer living with your mother and Diego. I know this is a large dissension but I will help you along with either way you decide.

I sat there for about 5 minutes and then asked her about who he is and where he lives. 

Mrs.Price: Well his name is Derek Morgan he lives in Virginia.

I sat there thinking it over for 10 more minutes just going over possibilities of what could happen.

Me: Okay I want to go back to college I don't want to see him.

Mrs.Price: Okay but I will be calling time to time to see how you are doing.

Me: That's good I guess you already have my number.

End Flashback