Good things come with change

Why did I do that?

Brad walks back in and I see he has something in his hands. I can't see it but I know this will be really bad. Why did I yell at him I knew he would get mad but I couldn't control myself knowing that my team will see how weak I am. 

Brad: I will teach you not to yell.

I look at him knowing it would be worse if I don't respond and he will be more happy if I studer.

Me: O-Oka-y.

Just as I thought he seemed happy even though I can't see his face I can tell by his body language. He moved moved his hands forward to revile he has a belt. Oh dear lord.

Brad: You will be hit 23 times. This is based off your age and anything you do wrong will have some relation to yourself. You must count each hit and if you miss one time you will have to restart the count.

That should be more shocking but I just nod I hope I can get through this. Brad starts it comes down hard but I know it will be worse.

Me:One-e 

Skip to the end of the beating

I am sobbing I can't move at all and my stomach is covered in welts and partly bleeding. I almost didn't say a number but "luckily" I said it in time to not have it restarted.  I am still humiliated that my team saw this.

Brad: Do you understand the lesson now? 

Me: Y-Y-Yes.

Brad: Okay you may go to sleep.

He leaves the room and leaves the light on and me in the rope. I think back to the conversation I had with Spencer in the cafe. I talk to him knowing someone must be watching waiting for any clue.

Me:Spencer pomóc Potrzebuję cię znaleźć mnie tak szybko, jak to możliwe, że nie wiem, czy mogę sobie z tym przykro mi to był jedyny sposób, aby poinformować o jakimś szansę pozwalając wiesz, co się dzieje. Pamiętaj, datę i poszukaj zdjęć. Wiem, że jest w drodze na przystanek, więc mogę tylko powiedzieć, że swój pierwszy Brad nazw nie jestem pewien jego ostatnim. Ale wreszcie, proszę, proszę powiedzieć tacie, że przykro mi, że nie mogę dostać się do Ciebie zarówno w czasie, przykro mi.(translation:Spencer help I need you to find me as soon as you can I don't know if I can handle this I am sorry this was the only way to let you know with some chance of letting you know what is happening. Remember the date and look for pictures. I know he is on his way to stop so I can only tell you his first name Brad I am not sure of his last. But lastly please please tell my dad that I am sorry that I couldn't get to you both in time I am sorry.) 

I spoke as fast as I could. And once I finished Brad slammed the door open looking very very angry. 

Brad: Why do you want to leave me?

Okay he didn't hear all of it.

Me: I'm-I'm s-s-sorry...

Brad: Fine just no more go to sleep I don't want to hear another peep from you.

He leaves the room. I stare at the roof and beg the team in my mind to find me fast. I finally relax my body and black out again but hoping this time.