Good things come with change

It can't be

I can not believe him. That can't be true. Tears start to fall again. Instead of leaving he puts his hand on my face and wipes the tears off my face. I look into his eyes and realize it's true...I look back down at the sofa with his hand still on my face.

Me: No I don't deserve it. You should love someone else better than me..

Spencer: Don't say that.

He is whispering now trying to calm me I believe. I sigh and look back into his eyes.

Spencer: I know you do too.

He leans in and I look at him.

Spencer: Please answer me...

I breathe in shakingly and I can tell as corny as it sounds he will be by my side through anything.

Me: I love you Spencer.

He leans in the rest of the way and kisses me it was better this time. I don't know what it is about it but this makes me feel like nothing has before I love him and if he left me I think I wouldn't last I know it. I know that it is wrong to think that but that is how I feel.

Spencer: Will you go to dinner with me tomorrow?

Me: Okay.

He smiles and leans in again right before though his phone rings. After he gets off the phone he looks at my arms worried I guess he remembered.

Spencer: That was Hotch he asked me to come back we don't have a case but I have been gone for a while. Will you come back with me?

Me: Yes I will...

We leave and get to the office fast. We sat at his desk.

Spencer: Please don't take this a bad way but I need to ask you one thing.

Me: I think I know what you want to ask but go ahead.

Spencer: Do you need help for cutting?

Me: No I am fine I am sorry for this but it was just because the thoughts flying in my head I am fine now and I will be.

Spencer: Okay but if it happens will you call me just please say you will come to me if you need help?

Me: Yes I know that now.

Spencer: I love you.

We both smile and he leans in again.

Me: I love you too.

He leans in farther.

Dad: What are you doing?!?