Clouds poetry

Present

I've carry dreams and I've carry hopes
I've made mistakes but also learn from those,
I've carry smiles and show kindness to those in
Need I watched from a far and see people look down and talk about me, But I still put on a smile to shake them upside down. I've seen my self get lost in others expectations, Then Realize I don't need to give anyone any explanation, I've seen myself cry then laugh after, broke down When no one was looking then glue the pieces all back Together.
I've look at people my age and look at their success then question myself what I'm even doing at all,
I've saw some of the crucial things happen in the world and the injustice that keeps on happening and saw flowers that bloom on the other 
Side of the river after a storm, I saw past people and all their bitter lies and the truth they Keep buried deep behind. I saw the pain in my mothers eyes and the broken smile she tried to hide. I saw the man with a blind fold walking with a bleeding heart in his hand I saw friends who disconnect the line then set the rope on Fire jealousy, hate, and betrayal are some what costs that glass line to shatter. I saw the moon kiss the stars and the ocean kiss the Shore together mold as one they are. I have book I've read but didn't quite finish I have poems I've wrote that probably would never ever get Published. I've wake up at 3:Am to drink cold water because I Was hot and my throat was dry then couldn't go to Sleep because thoughts were filling by brain, and one by one like emails they kept coming. I've watch myself get inspired then doubt myself after, I've watched the rain outside my window Loving how it smells and praying it wouldn't stop there I loved it because that's the only thing that keeps Me sane along with music, poetry and the other little things.

-ashes poetry
a/n Ahhh this is something raw I wrote idk it all just came out like it was meant to, so I hope you enjoy this piece of poem with me tucked inside of it like A lost letter in an envelope. xoxo hope you all are doing well and taking care your self your-poet ashes.