Clouds poetry

Saw u/u saw me

Then
I think I saw you through a car glass

When I was walking from a place of/this is the start/

Everyone starts somewhere here
There
Over there, back there
Far there.
I thought I was just tired and hulcinating
My face was stiff/and straight then I could've feel it
Yours
Was
The same,

It's kind of funny actually, what were we trying to
Guard when all is gone just fragments of memories
In jars conceal, label past of us,

Though my heart was trashing then,
To call out and say your name like a baby's first
Word, my lips was seal like glue, funny,

Yours
Was
The Same. But who did that to you?

I'm guilty but not really weren't there others
Before me and after me?

It couldn't be you won the lottery/then figured out
You loss. Can/that happen? It could.

Sometimes it's not the machine but the system/others Who are controlling it?

Your eyes were cold it's not winter yet/right?
I felt the evening air washed over me,
Like how the ocean wash over the shore sliding,
Through the pebbles and the sea shell.
Leaving it's foot imprinted on the sand like a discovery found but loss,
I remember they were warm funny,
Was it because mines looked the same.

Were we trying to guard the new of us/or the old of us?

Now
A message on my phone
I think I saw your message but I ignore it
You:hey.
I saw your message but again I didn't reply
You:ans me.
Me: Huffs and type....
Me:hey
You:i saw you walking.
Me: ._. That wasn't me that was my twin sister.
You: right... did you change your number?
Me: yes.
You:send me your number.
I pause debating, why dose every time we try to escape the past it comes hunting us down/humans.
Me:what's app number send *******.
Is this my punishment for ending what we could've of had or what we didn't had.
Again/I don't know.
-ashes poetry