SHATTERING MY FENCES FOR YOU

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Pretty, long hair. A shade or two darker than mine (oh , did I like dusky boys) eyes like the pebbles that gleamed from a distant stream, a masculine physique, pretty tall. I blushed. He was indeed the boy of my dreams.
You have a beautiful stare, that's all my blank mind could have thought of.
Well what could he have said- thanks it was haha.
I cussed at myself for being so bad at giving compliments on the right time.
I wanted to know him more. I wanted to confess to him. Would he accept me or would he not?
We would text literally everyday. Once when I hadn't replied for a day, he was worried.

You know, I've her back. She's pretty. My heart melts. She has given me the most wonderful vibes, when we were little, he typed.

Was it me? I wanted to know more. I asked of him. He said he would tell me first about who it was, but later. I was dying out of curiosity.
I was perplexed. Wish it's me ! Wish it's me!
He told me he was texting her too. He sent me a screenshot to show me about the song he was listening to and I had seen this girl "Veronica" right below my name.
The girl was not me! I had lost my first crush. He didn't like me the way I did. He didn't get butterflies in his stomach for me. I didn't want to reply . I went offline.
After hours, my phone rang, while I was writing to avoid any thoughts.
He's not the one for you. You will find someone better. Just because I was hurt.
It was him. Noah! I smiled.
But....should I answer the call. No, he doesn't like you. Why do you have to answer

I ended the call. He called back again. I didn't answer. Again.
WTF! Doesn't he understand that I don't want to speak. I answered.

Me: What the hell do you want?
Him; Hey! Hey! Hey! What's wrong? Why have you been offline for so long? I was worried

I melted. He said, he said, he said, that he was worried!! For me!!

But why....why...?, I asked.

Come out with me tomorrow and I'll let you know why, he said.

Was he asking me out?

Are you coming!!??

Ha? Ha!! No! I mean yeah!

And that was the day I blushed till the tip of my ears and wasn't even bothered if he liked someone else.

But now the greatest issue was my parents. I would be put into a remand home situation.
Little did they know that their little girl was grown up.

I was stranded now. I have to get to my friend's home for group study a perfectly meant, antiquated excuse.
I was left.