I thought I have done it
I thought I have defeated it
I thought it was finally over
I thought it was victory
Unfortunately, that was a lie
Why am I fooling myself?
Why am I forcing myself I was healed?
I just ignored every pain
It was darkness again
The light started to fade
My sunshine and rainbows
They were all temporary
The skies got covered with thunderstorms
The thunders and lightnings roared
They opened my healed wounds
Poured salt on top of it
My healed self shattered to pieces and my pained self calmly step on it
No pain was felt and not a single tear fell
An arrow flew and shot my heart
I am once again back to square one.
