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whats a sister?

As soon as we came home. I was feeling bad because of what I've done. We were supposed to go out to eat with my aunt and his mom once we came back but I just couldn't. So Tim took them both out to eat instead.
"Think about it. Kayla." Tim said while leaving the house.
It took me alot to call teetee. I've been harrased and assaulted by her all my life. And here I was getting on my knees for her as always. SO I decided to pray about it. "Lord thank you for this day. Please remove all hatred and unforgiveness in my heart. Please give me the strength to talk to and forgive my sister and please help us to come together. I love you, amen." I prayed.
Once I was ready I called her.
"Hello is this teetee?" I asked.
"Yes this is. Makayla I wanna start of first. I'm sorry for being such a horrible sister. I'm sorry for being so mean and for "hating" you so much. I promise you I didn't hate you it's just I got jealous of you because everything about you seemed perfect and once hearing that we might have different dads it broke me even more. So I just needed someone to blame and someone to hate instead of healing so I guess I chose you. Since you were my older sister. I'm sorry, please find a place in your heart to forgive me." She said.
And then we talked about it, cried together, laughed together, and so much more. I forgave her...we all make mistakes and this one was overdue. I also apologized for the way I acted towards her. Then she asked me..."Makayla how can I be a sister?"
"BE yourself, truly love us, talk to us, communicate with us, spend time with us, and what God defines as a sister. And I want to be a better sister to you too." I said.
"Got it." She said.
We than both said our love yous and goodbyes.

When I was about to go to sleep my youngest sister called me. Man me and my youngest sister just have a bond like no other 🥺❤️ she said that she would always be there for me and that if he ever breaks my heart, she'll break his and that if I go down she's coming with me. She's an perfect example of a sister I love her so much and we litterly talked on the phone for hours.

And then my oldest sister called me. Saying that she bought an apartment in Chicago. And asked if I wanted to live their. This was BIG. Her apartment was way on the other side. I didn't know what to do. I missed living with my sister's and this would be an perfect opportunity. But what about leaving my boyfriend, my aunt, and his mom. What about them? She told me to take my time and figure it out.

I told everyone except for my sister and dad. Where was my sister Keisha no one has heard from her in one time. Last time I heard about her, I heard she was selling drugs. Even tho Keisha was into stuff like that she still was my sister. And I cared about her too and loved her. I need her consent as well. And about my dad. Those dvd's where are those dvd's. It's something about those dvd's. I need to find them.