Friend bout Jesus

the new job?

It was the next day. My sister's were staying with our other aunt. (Their personal favorite) but aunt keyianna is my favorite aunt anyways we gave them a call and let them know. They were strong about it because it what we all expected. He was dead. Same with mom. She accepted it. After all this while hearing he was shot and was most likely he was dead. But the question on everyone's mind was where is his body.

Me and Timothy shared a room because I offered to, to save more space. Timothy woke up, got on his knees and prayed. He never did this so that Made me smile seeing him change in a good way. I woke up, got on my knees, and thanked God. We were on the opposite sides of the bed and once we were done praying we just started laughing at each other. And gave each other a hug you know typical bestfriends. We sat down at the edge of the bed and thought about life. He saw a scar on my hand and he got worried and asked me what it was. I told him it was just a mark. We spent hours arguing about what it was. Then finally my aunt called us down for breakfast.

"Thank you Miss for the breakfast. " Said Timothy.
"Your welcome baby. I see yall not talking today." Said my aunt. "Hm makayla mad at me, she got a scar and I'm just tryna make sure she alright." Said Timothy.  "I am Tim don't worry about me." I said. "Makayla know how, where, and when you got a scar from. Timothy is just worried about you should be grateful for that." Said my aunt. "And you are too! That's why I always hide stuff from you." I said while walking away from the dinning room back to my room. "I'll go get her." Said Timothy's mom. She was basically explaining to me that that's not one way to talk to my aunt.  Explaining She's going through alot to. She has a sister who lost her husband, kids to take care of, a niece to watch, more people under her roof, and being disrespectful is adding more to her plate.  Explaining  that she probably has personal problems and to just appreciate her and to he respectful from now on. So I aoolgized to my aunt and gave her a hug. I finally gathered the strength to sit down "Tim, I'm sorry. I'm just so scared to open up sometimes. This scar...this scar was when I..when I first fought about my dad's situation. I-i cut myself. I'm sorry." I stated. "Oh my goodness dear that is horrible. Please don't do such thing like that. You have God most important, He is here. Are you doing okay?" Timothy's mom asked. "Yes so much better. That's the sign that I've been looking for! That's what I need. God. Thank you ma. Thank you auntie, and thank you Tim. I love you guys so much." I said.
"We love you too!" They all said at the same time.
"Well me and Timothy have a job to  look for." I stated.
My aunt stopped me and said "speaking of jobs I wanna talk about school I figured you might stay here for some while so how about going to school here since things settle down they start school in like four more weeks plus your already missing alot of work their and it would be so hard to comprehend and the stress would be major." "Oh my gosh Yes aunt I would love that. You know Tim could go to the same school with me as well!" I said. "Of course!" my aunt said and his mom agreed with it. "I'm gonna talj to your mom about it unroll you out of your school, and well start searching for schools tommorow!" My aunt said. "Sounds good!" We said.

Timothy ordered a rental it was so nice and it was a black car too. It was temporary car until they and me could get back on our feet.
"Makayla I gotta tell you something. I know your my bestfriend and all but I'm feeling a type of way. Your just so kind and your really going through it. And no matter the situation. We always get through it together....with God. I just feel like we came a long way. And I like you. But that's not why I cared so much, even if I didn't like you and we weren't best friends . I would still care about you because your a human." Timothy said.

My stomach churned with butterflies. I loved the relationship me and Timothy had. It was like no other. I'm not going to lie in the past few days I've been catching feelings. His bring colorful braids with his brace face smile and his smooth voice. It  his care for me was so sweet. We even acted and fighted like a perfect couple. Was it too soon? I mean we knew each other and I loved the person he was becoming. So I decided to tell him how I felt...
"Timothy I'm gonna be honest these past few days I've been feeling the same way. Your hair, your smile, your care, your personality, your hugs, your laughter. It means so much to me and I like you too, I'm just wondering where do we start and if it's too soon or to late." I stated.
"Your right I feel like we need some time. Since it's kind of werid since were bestfriends..I'm ready but whenever you are is what matters the most." He stated.

He put his hand out and I put my hand in his. I couldn't stop smiling. Too soon? Noo we could definitely start now. I felt so loved by him but I remember who loved me more....God ❤️🥰 so I asked him if he could pull over really quick because I needed to take a walk. And he said sure. And let me out reap quick. A talked to God about it, this was my bestfriend. And I've fallen so in love. If we were going to start this relationship we needed to start it right but with what?I asked God. I waited a minute and God answered me. Our relationship needed God. God is our foundation. We need him in our relationship. That's what makes the relationship a relationship. What makes it holy and makes sure we're doing the right things and so much more. I thanked God and told God  that I loved him so much and thanked God for being so good. Then I ran back to the car. I told him.
"I'm ready to start our relationship. Just one thing. God needs to be in it." I said.
"For sure. If God ain't in it, it's not a relationship. " he said. 
And we prayed together for our relationship. And nothing changed about us, the only thing was we have feelings for each other and we were more affectionate and even closer. I loved our bond. We spent the whole day with each other we forgot about looking for a new job. We talked about how we would come out, and he brought me flowers, appreciated me, and we went on a walk. I also wanted to show that I appreciated him too so I too him to his favorite place to eat. We got back home. We came inside and my aunt and his mom gave us a warm welcome. "So did you guys find a new job?" Asked my aunt.