Boy Best Friend : The Series

BBF (7) : Dandelions

-Boy Best Friend : Dandelions-

(Series 7)

: This is lowkey inspired from Ruth B's song entitled, "Dandelions".

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DISCLAIMER: This fictional story is inspired from Ruth B's song entitled, 'Dandelions', full credits to the rightful owner.

[Recommended : Play 'Dandelions' by Ruth B, now!]
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11:11, I love you.

Hayden's voice was still lingering in my mind these days since the last time he said that.

11:11, still you.

Hayden's in my mind, in my heart, in my entire soul, in my world.

11:11, Hayden's beside me, holding a dandelion, staring at it with a smile plastered in his fine face.

"You know what? Hindi ko inakala na malalim pala yung kahulugan nito." He said, pertaining to the dandelion.

"Why?" I asked, still stunned looking to his face.

"Like I didn't expect it to be that way, like woah!" He said as he his shoulders moved due to his giggles.

Cute.

"Ba't nga? Ano kahulugan niyan?" I irritatedly asked.

"Ano ka gold? Ako nga ngayon ko lang nalaman, 19 years of existence tapos ikaw? Ang tagal ko 'tong hindi nalaman!" Reklamo niya.

Jerk.

I gave up. Humiga na lang ako sa damuhan at tumingala sa ulap na punong-puno ng mga bituin.

How bright.

Hayden also laid down like me, still holding that dandelion.

Nagseselos na ako huh?!

Saad ko sa sarili ko as I glared at it pero napawi ito ng biglang ihipan ni Hayden yung dandelion at lumipad-lipad na ang mga particles nito sa hangin.

"What did you wish for?" I asked, all I know is nagkaka-totoo daw yung mga wishes mo kapag nag-wish ka sa dandelion by blowing it.

"Secret, sasabihin ko lang sayo kapag naging gold ka na." He mocked, umirap lang ako sa kanya at tumingala ulit sa langit.

There was a silence between us, a long silence.

I scoffed as I closed my eyes with a smile in my face, tears streaming down onto my face as I hear my heart hammered by spiky nails inside. I was hurting.

I thought you were the one for me.

I was quietly sobbing when I turned my head slowly to his direction, but all I can see is,

nothing.

Yeah right, 11:11, I was still into him even though, he's gone. It's all my illusion, I feel like nandito pa siya, na buhay pa siya, na makikita ko pa ulit yung ngiti niya, luha niya, tawa niya, mga mata niyang parang bituin kung kuminang, labi niyang minsan ko lang nadama sa aking labi.

Why am I still stuck, it's been 5 years.

Hayden was my peace. My one and only dandelion.

These past years, ngayon ko lang nalaman ang kahulugan niya. Kahulugan ng lahat ng tungkol sa kanya.

Dandelions meaning was the exact same meaning as Hayden's.

I'm in the field of dandelions, wishing that, you'll be able to be with me again, sa kabilang buhay.

Hayden's wish was,

"I hope you'll find your peace even without me, I love you. I blew this dandelion because you are the only love of mine, I see forever in your eyes, wishing that my love for you will continue to grow even though we're apart and can't be together again just like how dandelions grew more even though their purpose is to be apart, I love you. Wishing that this dandelion fly again to your direction so that you'll know that I'm always here, please visit me all the time in the field of these dandelions, lastly, 11:11, dandelion into the wind you go would you let my girl know that, I love her always just like how I was inlove with her in the very first place, before she knew, I love you."

I cried again as I reminisce, us, our past, our love, and us again.

After hours of crying, the sun was about to rise, I stood up and grabbed a dandelion.

"Wishing on dandelions all of the time, my love. I will be forever in your field, holding this dandelion as you witness how I'll wish that you'll be direction, always, I love you." I stated before blowing the dandelion as it goes, joining the fresh air breeze. A tear dropped from my face as I witness this beautiful but painful scenery before me.

The timing, it was all Hayden's. All of these reminds me of him.