diet mountain dew; chanlix

9

felixs pov;

"you sure you'll be ok getting home " chan had been staying over the night before, both of us completely forgetting my big shoot in the morning. ive given him the spare key to get out and lock up.

"love, i won't be able to pick you up later but i'll be here when you get back " he pulls me into a tight hug. "just got to do some things during the day " he kisses the top of my head, his hold not moving."felix, i love you "

"oh, i love you too " it sounds more like a question as i stutter it out. he pulls me into a deep kiss, as if this will be the last time he'd get a chance to do this, i give him the same energy back. this is the man i want to spend the rest of my life with. he pulls away, "see you later chan "

"see you later angel " his voice soft, almost a whisper. he goes back into my room, getting ready for his shower. i get my shoes on and leave the apartment, getting myself outside to be picked up by seungmin and hyunjin.

it doesn't take long until the familiar black car pulls up, hyunjin rolling down his mirror. "get in bitch, we're going shopping " i smile and roll my eyes at the reference as i get into the car. the tall man hands me my iced tea and cinnamon swirl. "ready for your vogue shoot "

i shake my head, eating my breakfast. seungmin changes the radio station to our favourite, the three of us tune in every morning. the radio loud enough for us to hear but quiet enough to talk over. "welcome back to kiss the radio, as always im your host younghyun kang, today we'll start with " i tune out the radio and turn to hyunjin.

"hyun i wish you and would be nicet about chan, you both mean alot to me " i hold his hand, now that im done with my food. "it's just i feel like i really love him and everytime i mention him you aren't the nicest " i lean onto him, hyunjin noticing the tone of my voice.

"i know, it's just i want whats best for you, and i know i suck at that but if it makes you feel better i'll try " he pats him head, i lean into his touch. "how about us four celebrate your vogue shoot later, we can invite minho. that way all three of us can meet your mysterious man " i agree with him, leaning more into him to get some rest before the big day.

sadly it doesn't take long until we reach the set. doing an outside shoot, the area covered in flowers along with equipment. we all get out the car and make our way to the staff, greeting everyone. i sit on the foldable chair they've brought out, getting my makeup done.

the makeup team speeding through while the staff member curls the ends of my mullet like hair, giving a much fluffier look to the blonde. the makeup being a very natural look, just on the eyes, using different shades of brown. adding alot of glitter to my lids, along with highlighter on both nose and corner of my eye.

"ok, talking to the team we're having two photoshoots, same fit just different set and makeup " seungmin comes over and explains the day. hyunjin moves all his attention to my manager, completely forgetting about me. my outfit gets shown to us. "dont worry lix "

the iconic set of the miu miu brown mini skirt and belt replaced with brown trousers, along with the extremely cropped brown sweater and white shirt along with slip on shoes, very fancy. i thank the makeup and hair team before changing in the small tent they've set up.

quickly changing into the extremely revealing fit, i get my phone out and send a few pics to chan, not noticing how they don't fully send. getting out the tent i get a fake belly button piercing, along with silver hoops for my ears and blue eye contacts.

"fuck, lix you look hot " i turn and smile at hyunjins antics. "anyway let's get you to the set " hyunjin holds my hand as he drags me to a patch of tulips. the cameras are all set up, just waiting for me to start.

seungmin hands me a sheet of the poses i need to do this set, "we've done a spider check, you're all good pixie " i smile and sit in the patch with the lest flowers, having one hand hold me up and the other holding a white tulip. the shoot goes on for nearly an hour, hundreds of pictures of the same seven poses. everyone packs away and starts getting ready for the next set.

me, seungmin and hyunjin drive to the next set, a party theme for the next set. "we need to pick up the cake on our way, the staff are stuck in traffic " hyunjin informs seungmin, who responds with a nod. "also, i was talking to the staff and they said you'll be able to keep the outfit "

"oh ??! " i gasp, me and hyunjin talk about everything and nothing at the same time, being stuck in the car while seungmin collects the cake. "i miss chan, he hasn't messaged me back yet "

"i would've messaged you back by now " i give hyunjin a look. "sorry sorry, maybe he lost his phone or i don't know perhaps he hasn't got the notifications " hyunjin attempts to make me feel better, but i have a gut feeling something is wrong.

seungmin gets back into the car, the trip being quite quick now the cake has been got. "min, will you be able to drop me home ? " i ask while getting out the car, hyunjin behind me with the cake.

"yeah sure, we still coming over later ? " he questions, referencing hyunjins celebration plans. i agree and we get into the last set. my makeup gets wiped off and my hair messed up. the look the staff do is much like the previous look but with darker colours.

adding colourful star stickers to my face and taking the jumper off to also cover the arms. i get taken to a dark room covered in party decorations, all the lights off only the cameras flash light the room. this set goes by extremely fast, my mind thinking about how odd chans been, i don't even notice the job finish.

"you ready lix ?" seungmin asks, slightly worried. yet again time seems to go by so fast, almost at my apartment building, almost with chan. "me and hyun will go home change, pick up minho and then be at yours " he explains, i nod, completely forgetting about that even if i'd been reminded before.

i get out the car and walk up to my front door, noticing it's not locked "chans back " i mumble and smile to myself. i open the door and take my new shoes off, putting my bag on clothes by the door.

i walk into my living room, a bouquet of red roses sit on the small table. i smile and go to the kitchen to get a vase and water for the flowers, once that's done i make my way to my bedroom, hoping chans waiting for me in there. i walk in and notice how it feels empty.

i walk to my desk and notice my lack of jewellery, along with any unopened makeup that should be there, i get worried and run to my walk in wardrobe, the place looking slightly different. most my designer stuff disappeared. "have i been robbed, is chan ok "

i pull out my phone ready to check on chan when i notice, "he fucking blocked me " i mix of pure rage and absolute sadness runs through me. i walk into my bathroom, aggressively washing my makeup off and peeling all the stickers off my face and arms. i try keep focus on cleaning my face rather than the betrayal.

storming into my room i change into a hoodie and shorts, brushing the curls out my hair i try not to cry. i take my earrings out and all my jewellery off. i walk back into the living room to stare at the roses.

i notice the note next to them, i pick it up and read it. 'sorry lix, i do love you but business is business and i couldn't ignore a chance like this ' i slam the note back onto the table, shaking it. a few rose petals fall to the floor.

i sit on the sofa, my eyes still locked on the roses, the tears running down my face as i silently sob. i hear my front door open, shit my friends. "hey lixie, hyun and seungmin are coming up now anyway how was the sh- felix " minho sits next to me, holding my tear stained face. "what happened "

the soft words from the softer man makes the tears spill more. "he " i get out, a loud sob interrupting. "min he, he left me " the sadness turns to anger as it leaves my mouth."he fucking robbed me and " minho wipes my tears away and pulls me into a hug, rocking my side to side, trying to calm me down.

eventually the other two come in, equally concerned on my state. hyunjin beyond upset, seungmin disgusted at the older australian and shockingly minho, the soft man who only ever makes threats as a joke is the scariest thing in the room.
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edit !this one hasn't changed much so story is kinda back to where it originally was (sorry for mistakes i just changed some words to make it blend with the new parts of story )