it's been nearly a year since me and chan agreed to work through our problems. since the betrayal he's been slowly paying me back with makeup and jewellery, while this we've been seen alot more in public and at all his shows. somehow chans band was offered a deal with a company and in a week the band is dropping their first album.
as for me ive been taking it slow with work, perhaps a shoot or two a month but it doesn't change my monthly income. we've eventually became partners again, it took awhile but i feel we're back to where we were before the betrayal.
tonight im helping the band set up their first professional show, their debut stage. i start getting ready, finding something similar to what i wore to the first preform i was invited to.
earlier today i had a big change in my appearance, i got a hair cut. the outgrown blonde mullet trimmed down and for the first time in years my hair is black. i put the silver studs in my ears, the simple silver standing out against my hair.
for my outfit i try to keep it as similar as the first, finding the exact demin cargos and studded belt as the first time. i switch out the band shirt from last year to a simple thin jumper. before i leave i check my makeup, the simple smokey eye complementing the look. i grab my keys and phone before getting to the door.
i put my docs on and leave, this time walking in the opposite direction to the usual venue. after alot of walking i arrive at the venue, luckily the security recognise who i am. my company was actually the people to sign chan and his band.
i walk in and notice all the staff setting up for the show. i scan the room and find chan, much like every other time i meet him for a live show, he's smoking. the building for the show is a outside type environment, smoking is allowed.
i walk up to chan, excited for his reaction of my new hair cut. as for my australian partner he hasn't changed at all, even his outfits remain the same though he has taken up wearing cropped tops. today's fit is no different, leather trousers, thick belt, a tight fitting crop top and combat boots. his guitar lean against the wall. "heyyy "
i stand next to him, just being visual from the corner of his eye. "sorry i have a boyfri- " he cuts himself off as he turns to me. his eyes scan over my new look. "holy fuck lix " he nearly drops his cigarette, holding it between his fingers as his lips are slightly apart.
"do you like it, i thought it was time for a change " i do a little spin, letting him see a 360 of my haircut. he takes one last drag of his cigarette before dumping it into the bin like ashtray attached to the wall.
"you're so beautiful " as he speaks the smoke leaves his mouth. i laugh a little and lean in for a kiss, the simple kiss mixing our lip products as we part i notice a slight hint of glitter to his subtle red tint. "let me show you backstage "
he holds my hand with one and the other holding his electric guitar, not quite sure why he brought it with him in the first place. he leads me into a corridor, the staff passing us in excitement of the show.
we get to the backstage, the other members of the band relaxing, along with minho. i wave at my best friend as chan puts down his instrument but still guides me somewhere. i notice changbin and jisung eating as much of the free food as possible while minho and jeongin talk quietly together.
chan pulls me into a smaller room, seemingly he claimed for himself. he falls back onto a chair, timidly tugging on my sleeve for me to join him. its rare for chan to get like this, it's cute. "im a little nervous, i never thought i would get this far. "
i hold his face between my hands. i lean down and steal a kiss, as we part he looks up at me with soft eyes. "chris, you'll do amazing and if you get nervous i'll be in the front row " i rarely use his english name, only for sincere moments like these.
he keeps his eyes on me, a soft smile never leaving his face. i use my thumb to rub against his cheek to calm him down, he closes his eyes and relaxes before his big show. my thumb moves to gently rub over where his dark eye bags used to sit, he let's out a little sigh.
we get startled by a staff member informing us ten minutes left until the stage started, which means five minutes left of alone time. chan, now deciding to use his energy i didn't realise he had. he shoots up from the chair, i quickly wrap my legs around his waist to stop myself from falling.
"jesus christ chan " i give him an angry look while he laughs about it. i grip onto his shoulders, making sure not to be dropped. we spend the remaining few minutes sharing kissing, sadly our time comes to an end. i rush out to the crowd to make sure im standing where chan will see me.
the performance itself was incredible, chan constantly sending me looks throughout the show. the show comes to an end, the crowd full of either fans or music enjoyers looking for something new.
the second he gets off stage, and puts his instrument down, i throw myself on him. our lips meet for a breathless and harsh kiss, chans arms finding themselves around me. i feel my legs lift from the ground as my boyfriend spins our during the kiss. "god, you're so fucking corny "
i laugh as my feet hit the ground, chan rolls his eyes but keeps smiling. "yeah, well you love me ", i do. -
hehe silly end !it only took me 13 months to write an ending but here we are <3 sorry this final chapter is so short )-x but thankyou for putting up with me not completing this for so long or if you just found this thankyou for ready <<3
if you're bored and want to read something else while i work on my next project here are some recommendations;
Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image.
