diet mountain dew; chanlix

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felixs pov;

i watch as one of the last rose petals fall off the bouquet, the set of red roses all dead, the now dark purple petals surrounded the vase and the table. its been over a month since chan decided to ruin my life, i haven't left my apartment since. minho sometimes comes over to keep me company, even bringing one of his cats with him a few times.

seungmin and hyunjin also visit, normally together. although not as often due to their work. seungmin usually coming over to drop food off while hyunjin either cooks or entertainments me. as much as i love their efforts nothing seems to help.

"lix, you need to get outside this isn't good for you " minho sits next to me, placing one of his cats onto my lap. my hands go straight to the small cat "felix can you go get ready, we can go on a small walk " i lean into him.

"why, there's no point of doing anything anymore " i watch as the cat gets comfortable on me. "min what's wrong with me ? " i look at him, his face changes to a face of concern.

"felix there is absolutely nothing wrong with you, you are perfection as a human " i nod at minhos wording, not believing him but i wont argue. i turn to hug him, being aware of the now sleeping animal on my lap.

"i'll go get ready for that walk " i watch as a small smile blooms on minhos lips. carefully giving the cat back to minho, moving to my room to make myself look presentable.

throwing a hoodie and cargos on, i brush my hair. the fluffy hair covering my sight, but its fine, i skip makeup and put vans on. "minho im ready " i walk out, minho getting up and moving my hair out of my eyes.

"let's go lix " minho holds onto my hand, we walk out of my apartment and make our down the stairs and outside, though we don't get far concidering a very loud and excited hyunjin drags an upset seungmin.

"heyy felixxxxx " he gets to us, pulling me into a hug. "youve got a shoot " i gasp while minho looks concerned. "before you say no, it's the shoot we spoke about a few years ago " he winks, i instantly know what he means. i turn to seungmin who seems fine with this.

"i uh fine but only because we've been wanting to do this for years " i lean into minho, pouting at hyunjin. "when is it and can min come with us ?" hyunjin bites back a smile while seungmin steps in.

"tomorrow "
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"i am actually so so so scared " i tell minho while the makeup artist starts, she laughs at me panicking to minho. the cat like boy responds with patting my unstyled hair.

"it's fine, you'll be fine " he smiles, i look at the finished makeup. doe eyes and alot of white and different glitters, going for an angel effect. "you look so pretty like this lix " minho smiles, moving out the way for staff to give me my outfit.

taking the pile of clothes i get into the changing room. i put the black shorts on, the fabric stopping above the knee following with a white button up and black tie, the simplicity comforting.

i leave the dressing room to most of the staff, instantly downed in compliments. i smile at seungmin and sit back into my seat.

i get given accessories while my hair is being styled. white mesh gloves and a silver cross necklace. silver studs covering my ears. my hair remains soft and slightly messy as i make my way to the set, angel wings handed to me as i reach the room.

as my small angel wings get clipped onto the back of the dress i see hyunjin on his phone. he's dressed in full leather, red devil horns peak out his short black hair and a matching devil tail coming from his skin tight leather trousers. his hair brushed back and sets of tattoos printed on his arms and hands. "hey hyun " he looks up, his blue eye contacts (which match mine ) stare into my soul.

hyunjin puts his phone down, almost in an instant his arms on me. before words can be said a flash is heard. "sorry but it was a perfect shot, you two have such beauty " the photographer smiles. we get onto the set, a bed covered in white sheets and pillows, the rest of the room dulled to put more attention on us.

the shoot had us in alot of much more sexual positions, the ideas behind the shoot not so holy. as each picture is being taken my mind wonders more and more to chan, the gorgeous man who stole my heart.. and my possessions. the photoshoot comes to an end, hyunjin gently untying my arms. "we have an interview in these fits, will you be ok for that " he pulls me into a hug. "i'll do the talking if you'd like, i can tell you're not really here right now " he helps me to my feet.

we make our way outside, the cold autumn air freezing my exposed skin. the interview happening infront of a small crowd. "ah hwang hyunjin and lee felix, the nations power couple or at least used to be " we both smile and wait for the questions, us both being quite cold.

the questions start and hyunjin answers in a professional manner, i stand by him, smiling and nodding. "and felix, ever since your shoot with vogue that came out a few weeks ago are you going to experimenting with sets" the interviewer asks.

the mic gets pointed towards me and the only thought in my head is chan. hyunjin holds my hand, slightly squeezing it. "ah haha, yes " i tighten my smile.

i continue smiling into the camera, hyunjins hand not letting go of mine. thankfully the interview finishes up, me and hyunjin making our way inside. "lix, are you ok ? " i nod, his worry for me is clear. "well would you like to do what we used to, pull a little stunt for the media ? "

"hyun we've done so many its getting suspicious " i pout at him, "you and seungmin are going slightly public, i don't want to cause drama with that " i let go of hyunjins hand.

"the staff told me that you two can keep the outfits, also felix i'll be driving you home since seungmin and hyun are going on a date " minho walks in, his leather jacket in one hand and car keys in the other. hyunjin turns to me and smiles. "what ?"

"min are you willing to cause some chaos " hyunjin questions, minho slowly nods. "it'll also piss a certain australian off " minho understands the situation a little better. "so the plan is you'll walk out with him, stop and put your jacket over his shoulders along with holding him to walk to your car "

minho agrees, i pout at the situation. hyunjin gets into a position to take pictures to add to the chaos. "you ready lixie, we have some drama to unleash " i nod and hold his hand as we leave, walking past a larger crowd. flashes of photos blinding us. minho stops and puts his jacket over my shoulders, just like the plan.

he also moves my hair out my face, smiling before putting his arm over my shoulder to lead me to his car. "omg this wasn't a good idea " i lean my head back into the car seat head rest. what if chan sees.

"come on felix, if you're worried about chan's opinions don't be " minho rubs my shoulder, his black tinted windows blocking all view into the car.
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edit !again not much change sorry for any mistakes.