I get out of bed and the first thing i did was stub my toe on the night stand
Tegan : ow
I go to the bathroom brushing my hair and teeth and i walk out getting dressed and i pick my book up and i go down stairs and i go out to the backyard sitting on the sun chair and i read my book for a bit untill i get a message
Conrad : can we talk ?
I ignore his message and i put my phone back down and i get a call and i look at it and i answer the face time call
Franny : little sis Tegan : big sis Annmarie: and its me annmarie
I let out a little laugh
Tegan : hi am Franny : so me and am found this amzing burrito place and we were like when u come to LA we need to take u there Tegan ; i love burritos Annmarie: thats why we said we need to take u its this cute little place in Malibu Tegan ; in Malibu even better Annmarie: its really cute with amzing food tegan u are going to love it Tegan : I'll take your word for it i honestly can't wait to come back to LA i missed u guys like crazy Franny: your missed aswell Annmarie: u really are Franny: and your twin will be here Tegan ; Kristinas going to be there Franny: she is and when i told her u were gonna be here the same time she screamed Annmarie : i haven't seen u and Kristina together and i never saw how similar u and Kristina were untill fran said . Tegan ; its scary how identical me and Kristian atchally look Annmarie: its super scary Franny: send me that photo of u and Kristian so am can see what u look like together Tegan ; wait let me find it
I look throw my camera roll and i send it to fran
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Annmarie : what Franny ; i know Kian: tegan conrads here Tegan : tell him to fuck off Franny: tegan Tegan : sorry very rudely tell him to get lost Kian : hes already coming throw
I roll my eyes
Tegan : I'll call u back Annmarie : whos conrad Tegan : bye Franny: tegan
I hang up and i stand up
Conrad : can we talk Tegan : if i wanted to talk i would have answerd your message but u clearly can't take a hint so I'll tell u right now get lost Conrad : I'm not someone to beg so please Tegan : no Conrad: oh come on don't be in a mood Tegan: what like u always are is being in a mood a conrad thing Conrad: I'm sorry for being a dick yeserday a lot is just going on Tegan : your mom might be sick and u might be going throw stuff but it doesn't give u a right to act like a dick . Conrad : i know and I'm sorry i shouldn't be acting like a dick and treat u like shit when all you've done is be there for me . So i really am sorry Tegan : I'm sorry aswell u just frustrate me one minute your really nice and then the next your a completely different person Conrad : i know like i said I'm going throw stuff and I'm confused Tegan ; confused about what
He looks at me
Tegan : what Conrad: i think i like u Tegan : oh...
We both go quiet for a second
Conrad ; i don't think i do i do like u and when i first started liking u i was confused but now I'm not confused i just wasn't expecting to like u
I nod my head
Conrad : this is the part where u speak Tegan : sorry i just wasn't expecting that and now I'm really confused how do u go from being really mean yesterday to today telling me u like me Conrad ; i know its confusing and its my fault i take 100% of the blame Tegan : it isn't all your fault i was mean back Conrad: because i was mean first i think your someone who doesn't take bullshit and will put me in my place when i really need to be put in my place Tegan ; most of the time i won't take bullshit Conrad: gathered
I sit down and i look up at him
Tegan ; i like u too Conrad : u do Tegan : yh
He sits down on the other sun chair and we just look at each other
Tegan : so now what does this mean Conrad : i don't know. Tegan : summers almost over you'll be going to college and I'll go back north Carolina Conrad : how about the time we have left we do what we want and when summer comes to an end we then have a serious talk as to what we want to happen Tegan : isn't it better we do it now rather then later so feelings don't get hurt at the end of summer Conrad :if we talk about it now we will probably choose to stay friends and i don't want to be just friends i aleast want to try it out with u . Tegan : ok we will leave it...atchally theres something i need to tell u Conrad : this doesn't sound good Tegan : so i have ball on Saturday Conrad : we if i can be your partner again Tegan: you'll have to do i have no other option
He nods his head
Tegan : so the ball is Saturday and on monday i leave Conrad : Monday theres still a week left of summer after Monday Tegan : i go to LA for the last week to see some friends Conrad : oh so we have a week till u leave Tegan: yh Conrad; on the sunday the day before u leave we can talk but from now we make the most of the time u have left here Tegan ; ok
He grabs my hands and he leans foward and he kisses me
