No more than friends

My suck life

When I first met Noah Carter I instantly thought we would be together forever. But that was 12 years ago when we were in kindergarten. Now we are Juniors and my life sucks. When we met we were just friends. Then in 7th grade he became super hot over the summer. I don't know what it was because I spent the whole summer with Noah. I fell in love with him on our first day of 7th grade. He had all these girls chasing after him all day and they were jealous of me because I was his best friend. The only time we got to hangout was on the weekends. After school we both had something like I always had soccer and he always had art classes. On the weekends, we would meet up and go to our secret spot. We would tell each other all the secrets we had that week. Except I kept one secret from him and he knew it. I could tell he was keeping something from me. We never brought it up though. I was only keeping one secret from the world and that was that I was deeply in love with Noah Carter. The only person who now's that is my bestie Mallie. This is my Sucky life.

It was the first day of my Junior year. I was early to school so I sat on the front steps and read a book (that I'd been dying to finish) waiting for my bestie Mallie. When she got there we went to my locker. She had all her books because she had early lacrosse training. She had gone to her locker before she came and met up with me. (mallie Friedrick- Height (5,9) short blond hair freckles cute and always has something to say about Noah) Mallie as usual was talking about Noah. I don't understand why you wont ask Noah out. I mean you've known him longer than me and I know and he doesn't Mallie says trying to file her short nails. We've been through this topic before again I'm going to tell you for the millionth time since you're my bestie I started. It's because I don't want to ruin our 12 year friendship. I say closing my locker. And of course as I say this Noah is striding toward us covered in paint as usual. (Noah Carter- 6,0, black hair, tan, artistic) Hey Kas whats up Mallie wears the boyfriend he asks Mallie looking right at me with his hands in his pockets. Oh he's good he just had an early basketball open gym mallie says nothing to me and Noah looking right at each other. Oh cool Noah says. Noah has been very distracted ever since he broke up with Karissa because he was in love with someone else. Technically she found out who he liked and broke up with him. But Karissa likes him still and talks to him any chance she gets. But Noah always pushes her away (Karissa Clark-Height (5,3), always wears Bright pink stilettos, long curly blond hair, always looks mad) Noah though as he stares at me I realise that his hair is super cute. I reach up and touch it. He looks kind of surprised when I touch his hair. Then he takes my hand in his and leaves it on the side of his face. Mallie clears her throat, looks at me, then Noah then walks away. Noah and I realize what we were doing and drop our hands. Sorry about that I know you're with Ted Noah says looking at his shoes. Not that I like you like that or anything like that. Oh it's ok I'm planning on ending it anyways I say. Of course as i say this Ted is walking right up to us. You were talking about me (Ted O'brien- short (5,2) brown hair british snob). Umm..... No we were talking about your play last week and how great it was Noah saved us by saying this to Ted. Oh Marvelous Ted tries to kiss my cheek but I move away slightly disgusted  I never have liked Ted  I just don't want Noah to think I'm lonely. Oh Darling I need you to start getting things set up for next month's play please Ted says and walks away. Sorry about that he treats me like a manager sometimes I say wanting to punch something. Oh it's fine Noah says. Luckally the bell rings before I can say something stupid. This is my sucky life