Always you { Billy Hargrove }

Breathe

5 months had passed and I honestly couldn't be happier, although me and Steve still wasn't speaking. Me and Billy where in a good place.

11:30 a knock on the door startled me.
I opened it expecting it to be Billy as my mum was out of town but was met by Steve.
" hey can I come in " he asked
" sure " I said bluntly going to sit on the couch.
He followed me in and sat next too me.

" I'm sorry lyss I mean what I said, but I don't want to fight with you over it " he said offering me a half smile
" you're being ridiculous over this " I said looking down at the floor.
" I only wants best for you " he said
" and that is " I asked
" not him " he replied placing his hand on top of mine
" I just don't want to see you hurt ok " he said
" I don't want to talk about this " I said getting up and heading to the kitchen.
He followed me in
" I need to talk to you about something " he said sounding stressed
" well can we talk another time, I'm expecting Billy " i said
" fuck it " Steve mumbled and walked over too me

" what are you doing " I ask raising an eyebrow
He leaned forward and kissed me
" Steve " I shouted pushing him away as the door opened.

" it's only me- " Billy said cutting off mid sentence
Steve quickly stepped back
" well doesn't this look cozy " Billy scoffed throwing a bunch of flowers on the floor.

" I'll talk to you another time " Steve said walking out the house with Billy's eyes not leaving him once.
" what was that about " Billy asked with a stern voice
" he wanted to apologise " I said
" by making a move on you " his voice raising.
I ran my hands through my hair
" so what you like Harrington now " he shouted
" it's not like that Billy " I snapped back
" I thought I could trust you " he said
" nothing happened " I shouted
" it seems that way " he proceeded to shout back.

We both argued for a good 20 minutes
" if I wanted Steve I would fucking be with him but I want YOU I like YOU what don't you understand " my temper was rising because he just wouldn't listen too me.
He nodded his head and went for the door.
" why can't you just admit when you're wrong rather than acting like you're right all the time " I said running out the door he'd just stormed out of.

" I'm not fucking fighting with you right now it's the middle of the night " he snapped
" it'd a bit late for that " I said slamming the door shut.