Just Love Me Back|| Winrina

eleven

KARINA

We walked in our room with our hands interlined together. We walked in looking like a couple.

We walked into the bedroom. My jaw dropped when there was only one bed. It gave me deja vu of me sleeping with winter. I bit my lip to control the tears. I suddenly remembered the video that sunghoon showed me.

After assembling our things, I went to sat down in the living room while watching my phone. Suddenly winter came, I felt my whole body became tense. We sat in awkwardness. Not until she broke the silence,

"Rina yah, why are u avoiding me?"

My heart swelled as I heard my nickname. I was dying to hear it. I wanted to tell her everything. But I thought that she might hate sunghoon after that and I ruined her love that was meant for her. I held back and came up with some excuse.

"I...Im just having stress lately. So I needed beomgyu to help so that's why. I'm sorry"

She gave me a small smile as she hugged me tight.

"Hey, I will always be here for u. Just tell me your problems. I'm your friend, I will help you..."

I hugged back as tight. We sat together while watching a movie. It was midnight. The club called for a gathering. To hang out, supper.

I sat together with winter while staring at the moon and stars.

"It's pretty...so pretty, right win?"

She nodded her head as she stared at the sky. We stayed in this peaceful silence until someone broke it.

Sunghoon.

I was left alone as he took winter away. I was sad but continued to enjoy the scenery. Just then, my sister, Jennie, came. She knows about this matter. She might be the reason I was in the club.

"Hey, u alright?"

I just nodded my head. She hugged me from the side. And pulled her head close. She could tell, I was never ok. But I had no choice as winter has her own love. I have no power to take it away from winter. I will just have to love her in silence.

Tears unknowingly teared down my face. She hugged my tighter as I wiped off the tears.

"U know, u may have a chance. Don't be discouraged. Hey. I know how this feels. I was straight at first. But it all changed when Lisa came. She took care of me. And I fell for her unknowingly. She had feelings for me at first. Until I confessed, who knows. Things might turn. Just give it a go."

I nodded. Jennie was right. Who knows her feelings might change. We stayed like this until we had to go back. Winter and I slept together. I wanted to confess. But my insecure self stopped myself. I decided to wait till the last day.

It was the next morning. I felt a slight weight on my back. I turned around to face winter face to face. She was hugging me with her shirt half up. I was shook. Her abs was so obvious. I wanted to touch and feel it. But I was scared she would wake up. I just moved her shirt down and pretended to sleep until she called me with that angelic voice.

"Rina yah, wake up. It's 8. We have an activity at 9. We should get ready."

I woke up just to see her half asleep and half awake face. I smiled at that cute sight. I chuckled.

We both changed into outfits. She wore a big white coat with a black shirt. I was shook, I thought

"Damn winter, u look hot"

She chuckled when she saw me staring at her. I quickly stood  normally and smiled bitterly. We walked to the field together. We were playing a silly child's game

Hide and seek

But I never knew this game made me worry sick for you.

Beomgyu, Lisa, Jennie and soobin are all the seekers. All of us ran to hide. There was sort of a forest but less dangerous. I hid between some bushes. We were also divided into groups to play this. Unfortunately, winter and I were different groups.

After playing, as expected, I'm the winner. Haha, this people cannot be compared to my power of hide and seek.

We walked back to the dorm. Slowly other teams came back. However, there was no trace of winter. They said she went to the restroom outside. But after an hour, still no trace of winter. I placed back and forth.

Just then, it started raining. I could no longer wait. I just opened the door getting ready to leave. Irene asked,

"Hey, where are u going."

Everyone already left to the game room except for me. She just can to get water.

I told her everything and said I was gonna find her. Irene wanted to tag along. I said,

"If I need help, I will call u"

She nodded her head and left. I just ran out and searched for winter throughout the rain. I searched every corner but winter is still not there. I just remembered that she might be waiting at a place with cover like a small table with chairs and cover.

I ran there as fast as I could. I was so worried anything would happen to my winter.

I ran there. As I ran I thought,

"Winter please be there. I can't live without u. Please, I'm so worried about u."

Tears unknowingly flowed down my cheeks. I shouted,

"Winter! Winter!"

But there was no response. Getting near the cover,I saw a familiar silhouette.

It was winter

I smiled and said softly,

"Winter, I found you... finally..."

I wanted to walk to her but everything started becoming blur. I collapsed hard on the floor.

Eh? What's happening? Winter, thanks god you are safe but...Why can't I see you...

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