Sweet Oblivion | Hawks x Reader

Sweet Intoxication

Wind softly pushed your hair back. You leaned your cheek on the dashboard. Looking outside the passenger window. Pushing the button to make the window go up and down.

Keigo passed you a glance, noticing the way you were shaking slightly. Keigo smiled at you, "Don't worry, everyone will love you." He put a hand to the back of your head, caressing your hair. "Just like I do." You blinked at the road, a small pout on your lips.

You hated parties.

"I know, but I'm still-"

"Don't worry, Y/n." He reassured, annoyed by the amount of times he had said it. "You'll be fine." You noticed how he said it through grit teeth. Making you pull up the window all the way.

You squinted your eyes, biting your bottom lip and slowly nodding your head. Leaning on the car window and sighing, "Okay, fine." You said in defeat. "I trust you." You meekly whispered. You looked outside, watching as trees passed by.

Why did you even agree to come? You didn't even like parties.

You thickly swallowed when you knew you arrived at the house. A few young and cloth-less women sitting down on the lawn. Two people making out on the patio, a few friends conversing, and the everlasting sound of bass booming some random song. You turned away from the window, looking at your phone. Trying to distract yourself.

You could feel the eruption of butterflies in your stomach. A feeling which you actually hated. However, it was something you had to get used to once you and Keigo officially started dating.

Keigo parked the car, removing the key and turning to you. Seeing how you were playing with the fabric of your skirt.

This made him deeply inhale, leaning his head back for a second. Then, moving his golden eyes to you, "Y/n."

You turned to him, sweet, big, and innocent eyes staring into his eyes. "I promise, you're going to like it." He slowly said, "You're with me." He gave you an iconic smile, dimples prominent and motivating.

You just huffed, turning away from him. "And, this won't be like last time?.." You practically whispered, looking away from him.

Kiego took a moment to respond, his mouth opening then closing. Taking in a deep breath and trying to phrase his words perfectly. "Last time.. Last time was an accident." He slowly moved his hand to your thigh, giving a reassuring squeeze. "And, after she tried doing that, I shoved her into a pool."

You looked back at him, biting the inside of your cheek to suppress a smile and giggle. Nodding your head and pressing your glossy lips together.

However, that feeling disappeared. "Hawks." You softly said.

He hated when you called him that.

You opened your mouth, pausing before softly speaking. "If anything like that happens..." You bit your lip, slightly bothered to say it, but you forced it out. "..I'm- I'm leaving."

"You didn't bring a car, yo-"

"I'll get an Uber." You said, big sparkly eyes trained on him. Your voice is sharp despite its soft tone. It caught Kiego off guard.

It had been close to eight months since the two of you first slept together. And it had been close to six months since the two of you officially started dating.

Which, you don't even know how the two of you had lasted that long. It seemed like the only good thing about your relationship was the sex. Sure, the two of you weren't bickering every day or had absolutely nothing in common. It's just, it felt like there wasn't really a romantic connection.